Evening....

[wolven7]

Real Life - [Send Me An Angel]--- So if i didn't make it clear, my mother's in town. I'm going to Church with her, tomorrow. I've had several people laugh at me, for this. I think my sentiment can best be expressed, as follows: Fuck you. I love my mother, and, were it not for her, i would not exist, let alone be the person i am, today. On the other hand, i feel very odd, whenever i have family, in town. It's like their on my territory, and that's OK, for a little while, but they shouldn't Touch anything, or breathe too hard... No judgements are welcome, as it's my life... &c...

I don't know. Winamp does stupid things, again, as i was thinking about something and someone completely off the topic of this post, when i started winamp, and this song comes up. Stupid Appropriate Winamp...

Depeche Mode - [Personal Jesus]--- I'm going to bed, now, as i have to be up, at 10, for church. Again, fuck you winamp... silly git...

Dream Well

{Addendum: 2.41 The Cure - [Burn]--- Tonight, i heard a Dish break. It cracked right in half, and then shattered. I didn't enjoy it. For the first time in i don't know How long, i didn't enjoy the soud of something Breaking. That's when i knew it was time to go home....}

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[unknownbinaries.livejournal.com]

*wants some very very big things to shatter*

[wolven.livejournal.com]

Watch the Weather Channel. Big things are shattering, there, more and more often, these day...s...

Nobody should laugh at you for that...

[(Anonymous)]

not when there's so much else to laugh at you for! (j/k, probably)

Seriously...i like going to Church. I am one of the rowdiest Pagans i know, and NightFall certainly can't escape his heritage. I especially like going to Catholic churches. Nobody EVER laughs at me for going to Church, even if i cross myself and genuflect and etc.

Perhaps this is just because it's -me-, in which case you have only to achieve a higher level of flambouyant, scandalous audacity.

Or perhaps they merely laugh so loudly to cover up the blush when "Church" is mentioned, generally indicative of raging self-consciousness, easily explained by the barely outgrown First Communion dress still proudly displayed in mummy's closet. "CHURCH?! Church is for easily-led SHEEP! (or at least that's what my Necronomicon For Dummies/My First Teen Book of Shadows told me!)"

heh
saigh

Re: Nobody should laugh at you for that...

[wolven.livejournal.com]

People don't tend to laugh at you, because people tend not to know what to think about a lot of the things you do. If you're serious, fucking about, or whatever. People laugh at me... well, basically, because they think they can get away with it. When i get angry, it only serves to Amuse them. *shrug* Maybe one day people will listen when i ask them to Stop. Anyway, i like church. See the entry After this one, for why. Plus, i was raised with that religion. With religions in general. It was a good thing... As i said, i wouldn't be the person i am, today, without them.

Re: Nobody should laugh at you for that...

[(Anonymous)]

As i said...flambouyant, scandalous, audacity.

They said they -wanted- magic...
They said they -liked- faeries...
And anyways, i'm often dead serious when i'm fucking about.

Laugh with them, then slam the Multiverse down on them and keep laughing while they scream.

...but only if they've -really- pissed you off.

love
saigh

Re: Nobody should laugh at you for that...

[wolven.livejournal.com]

Why bother? But thank you :)