........... If he'd have asked...

[wolven7]

PIG - [Whore]--- My own son... just tried to kill me.. amd failed. He shot me, several times, and everyone i was with... Many of them died... I didn't... He sat me at a table, and drank Wine, and talked at me, for a while... When he was shooting, he told me to hold the steam tray, in front of my face, so the bullets wouldn't hit me in the head... He sat, and ate lobster, as i was Dying, in the chair, in front of him, and i squirted lemon juice in his eyes, and he was in pain, but he laughed... (Jack Off Jill - [Surgery]). Then i threw the lemon at him, and stood up, and he kept taking. I took the Butcher knife, on the table, and slit his throat. He said "Yeah." Smiled, and died.. He landed on the table, and i drove the knife through his jugular. Blood was everywhere... I was standing up, and mech_angel was next to me. I was gaining strength and trying to decide if i wanted to live in a world where my son was Dead, and i wasn't, in a world where i could be prosecuted for my son's death, and mech_angel pointed to the table, where there was a wad of cash, with some blood on it (his and mine), and a note. (Gary Numan - [Exile]). It was $7, and the note said "Dad, For tip. Love _____" I started crying, and counted out the money. I stood there, in the middle of the mall food court, and tried to decide... Then i woke up.

Only a sliver.... He knew...

{1.55pm: Oingo Boingo - [Glory Be]--- I woke up, thrashing, and continued doing so, for a while... i thought i was going to cry and throw up, before i collected myself.. (Jack Off Jill - [My Cat (Meow Mix, by Cynical)]). As much as one could say i collected myself...}

Comments

[raoin.livejournal.com]

*blinks sleepily and realizes now is not a good time to be groggy*
is that more disturbing because i cant stand up straight yet or because that's just really disturbing? some how, what i really feel is horror and this desire to cry. i think i'm gonna go cook some red meat and try and forget...

[wolven.livejournal.com]

Let's put it like this: When i was Awake, i was still crying, and trying to decide if i wanted to live or die. I Knew i was awake. i lay, thrashing, in bed, for 2 minutes before i sat bolt upright, and came online...

[jaythebarbarian.livejournal.com]

*HUGS*

[wolven.livejournal.com]

*hugs* Thank you...