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wolven7Trends noticed, of recent:
-- Friends of friends knowing friends of friends/friends of mine becoming friends of each other: The web drawing tighter.
-- Catalysing reactions, and then being forgotten, for a bit...
-- Not giving a damn.
Where's the whining come from, these days? There's something changing, in me, and i'm not caring, anywhere near as much as i used to... I used to be in the position of not being able to let things go. Now it seems that, when i've let something go, i've a harder time picking it up again. Friendships, emotions, care of all sorts... once it's been erased, it's simply Gone... I rebuild from Go, if i rebuild at all.
Being detached from the effects of the past, knowing that there are certain things that simply Are, about me... And i've never fully agreed with that. Everything can be made to change. It's a matter of if that change, and the steps necessary Toward it, is beneficial, detrimental, or simply Hard, in our eyes... Because so much in this life is hard, and the soft things will smother you, if you're not paying attention. We don't like to listen to the Hard truths because they Jar us, they shock us, they connect with us, in a way that makes us think that they are dissonance...
So the question becomes, what am i not seeing? What am i not accepting, because i'm too focused on this, Randomly, for it to not have something to do with my internals. ". . .there is change in the 'What Is' but change cannot be made till you accept the 'What Is.'. . . if you allow yourself to feel the way you really feel, maybe you won't be afraid of that feeling anymore." As spoken, and truly, by Tori Amos.
"The Truth that makes men free is for the most part the truth that men prefer not to hear." - Herbert Agar
Hrmm.. Perhaps a little internal searching, during Metaphysics?
Ta.
-- Friends of friends knowing friends of friends/friends of mine becoming friends of each other: The web drawing tighter.
-- Catalysing reactions, and then being forgotten, for a bit...
-- Not giving a damn.
Where's the whining come from, these days? There's something changing, in me, and i'm not caring, anywhere near as much as i used to... I used to be in the position of not being able to let things go. Now it seems that, when i've let something go, i've a harder time picking it up again. Friendships, emotions, care of all sorts... once it's been erased, it's simply Gone... I rebuild from Go, if i rebuild at all.
Being detached from the effects of the past, knowing that there are certain things that simply Are, about me... And i've never fully agreed with that. Everything can be made to change. It's a matter of if that change, and the steps necessary Toward it, is beneficial, detrimental, or simply Hard, in our eyes... Because so much in this life is hard, and the soft things will smother you, if you're not paying attention. We don't like to listen to the Hard truths because they Jar us, they shock us, they connect with us, in a way that makes us think that they are dissonance...
So the question becomes, what am i not seeing? What am i not accepting, because i'm too focused on this, Randomly, for it to not have something to do with my internals. ". . .there is change in the 'What Is' but change cannot be made till you accept the 'What Is.'. . . if you allow yourself to feel the way you really feel, maybe you won't be afraid of that feeling anymore." As spoken, and truly, by Tori Amos.
"The Truth that makes men free is for the most part the truth that men prefer not to hear." - Herbert Agar
Hrmm.. Perhaps a little internal searching, during Metaphysics?
Ta.
