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Mar. 26th, 2003 03:49 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
wolven7Marlene Dietrich - [Falling in Love Again (Auf Deutsch)]--- So, had i done what the subject line prescribes, i would have realised that Today, in Metaphysics, there is no class. Amazing, yes? No class, so... what to do? Read Sartre, and compose letters to people, i'd guess... Smoking... has become not nice, for me. Good, i know...but i feel as if i'm missing a part of me. Something i liked, on so many levels, and now it's gone... monetarily free, and Free, that's how i'd like my cigarettes. (Jack off Jill - [When I am Queen]). But, until that time, or until... Until. I need to get my ass into gear, and seriously Do the things required, by myself, of myself, at this stage of my life.
I'm getting rather tired. I'm feeling a bit... Out there, off centre, & c. The dream, last night... Those words are the best ones, really... There was a huge place, and people following me, and i was trying to get to the airport, which was in this place, and it was all an expansion of the things in my head. (Jack off Jill - [Fear of Dying]). There was an insane sense of connection with everything, around me, and that, though there were boundaries, everything i was in was a part of everything else... But, then, you know me, and my strange head-space.
I'm sitting here, in the library, not doing the things i should be doing, while i have the time to myself, to do them. I'm using a new pen, today, because i lost the old one... I like new pens.. there's a sense of Possibility, there... (Jack off Jill - [Nazi Halo]). We spoke of Sartre, today, in Mortal Questions... I like Sartre... i wish i knew French, so i could read the work untranslated... There's still time for me to Learn French, i know, but the more i do, the less i feel i'm capable of doing, and that's my choice, and the way i choose to feel, and i know that. Transcending the Facticity.
On that note, i'm sure you've all noticed that, when i'm immersed in something, i tend to use words, from that, a lot. I do that, to ingrain the concepts into my head, and because i like to put the things I like, out in the world. (Jack off Jill - [Rabiteen]). I only mention it, because I realise that it may annoy the bloody hell out of some people, and set off the Poser Alarm. It rings, a bit, for me, sometimes, i know... But, after a while, it, whatever it happens to be, at a given time, simply becomes part of the Regular Mental Rotation, and that's that....
I also wonder, sometimes, if it seems, to others, like i'm taking a lot of what i say from others... If i am, i don't realise it, or i Note it... (Jack off Jill - [Strawberry Gashes]). Most of the time, i have views, and then i look around, later, and find that there were others who had the Same Views. It happened with Pirsig, and, because he noted the phenomenon, it's been in my mind, on a pre/conscious [Quality] level, ever since... Always there, but stated by an outside force... it has an impact, and shifts the focus, a bit...
Now i'm babbling, and i think that i'm going to head out. Off to read a little more Sartre, enjoy the impending thunderstorm, and start a letter...(Jack Off Jill - [Author Unknown]). Then i'm going to respond to a letter...
All my Love, Hate, Spite, Joy, Resentment, and Implications...
I'm getting rather tired. I'm feeling a bit... Out there, off centre, & c. The dream, last night... Those words are the best ones, really... There was a huge place, and people following me, and i was trying to get to the airport, which was in this place, and it was all an expansion of the things in my head. (Jack off Jill - [Fear of Dying]). There was an insane sense of connection with everything, around me, and that, though there were boundaries, everything i was in was a part of everything else... But, then, you know me, and my strange head-space.
I'm sitting here, in the library, not doing the things i should be doing, while i have the time to myself, to do them. I'm using a new pen, today, because i lost the old one... I like new pens.. there's a sense of Possibility, there... (Jack off Jill - [Nazi Halo]). We spoke of Sartre, today, in Mortal Questions... I like Sartre... i wish i knew French, so i could read the work untranslated... There's still time for me to Learn French, i know, but the more i do, the less i feel i'm capable of doing, and that's my choice, and the way i choose to feel, and i know that. Transcending the Facticity.
On that note, i'm sure you've all noticed that, when i'm immersed in something, i tend to use words, from that, a lot. I do that, to ingrain the concepts into my head, and because i like to put the things I like, out in the world. (Jack off Jill - [Rabiteen]). I only mention it, because I realise that it may annoy the bloody hell out of some people, and set off the Poser Alarm. It rings, a bit, for me, sometimes, i know... But, after a while, it, whatever it happens to be, at a given time, simply becomes part of the Regular Mental Rotation, and that's that....
I also wonder, sometimes, if it seems, to others, like i'm taking a lot of what i say from others... If i am, i don't realise it, or i Note it... (Jack off Jill - [Strawberry Gashes]). Most of the time, i have views, and then i look around, later, and find that there were others who had the Same Views. It happened with Pirsig, and, because he noted the phenomenon, it's been in my mind, on a pre/conscious [Quality] level, ever since... Always there, but stated by an outside force... it has an impact, and shifts the focus, a bit...
Now i'm babbling, and i think that i'm going to head out. Off to read a little more Sartre, enjoy the impending thunderstorm, and start a letter...(Jack Off Jill - [Author Unknown]). Then i'm going to respond to a letter...
All my Love, Hate, Spite, Joy, Resentment, and Implications...
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Date: 2003-03-26 03:47 pm (UTC)germany: my german isn't good enough. ireland: never been. both a bit far just for a holiday from australia, though of course easily accessible if/ when i go back to england. to live though: technically i am free to live anywhere i want in europe its just my crapness with languages that stops me (i can't even speak australian ffs!). ireland isn't so great for english people to live at - they really don't like the english much plus i have no contacts there at all. so i guess that leaves staying here,which i guess is up to cotvus, who is currently trying to drive me crazy so that he can kill me in "self defense".