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wolven7Pain - [The Man Upstairs]--- So, i've done a good bit of the work, in the S.L., and i've realised that, for me, this is exactly like math. If i immerse myself in it, and have some really kick ass classical, in the background, then i'll eventually get it, and it grafts to me. (Pain - [Kokamantratarius]). Maybe that's not quite right... It resurfaces, from that point in time at which i was Really Good at this shit... I mean Bad Ass. 98th-percentile-in- the-entire- state-of-Maryland style bad ass. And i let myself slip, and i let it get away... I've gotten a handle on this, again, at least as much as i'm going to, for this, the first part. I've got two more sections to read, and go over/work through.
Pain - [Bottlerocket War]--- I feel like a moron, sometimes, because i can feel this crawling around, under the surface, and wanting out, but i have to say that the restrictions are only good, to me, for a few things. I need to work on a way to make logic more accessible to people of my mental Bent. Bah... hmm. I'm undecided as to whether i should continue on, tonight, and do another section, and then another section, tomorrow, and review, on sunday, and monday (Day of the test, and all that), or whether i should just do it all, tomorrow, and say fuck it. Suggestions? (Pain - [Gavin]). Honestly, though, there are some advantages to doing it, this way. If i do all of this, and refresh, sunday and monday, then i'll have it VERY fresh in my mind, for the sake of the test.... Even still, i'm going to need to take very good care to keep all of this stuff locked in place, and well learned.
I still despise it, and must, therefore, change it. Cause that's just the way it goes. Integrate, and change by the act of viewing, let alone interacting there-with. I'm going to go, try not to be sick, and wonder what's going on, tonight, and listen to some more Classical-style music. I'm also going to do some more logic. (Pain - [Suckerpunch]). Wish me luck, and wisdom, and long-term-retainable, quick-acting osmosis capabilities. I'd really appreciate that. *licks*
Thank you to Mech, for a bit of a reading distraction, and it was muchly appreciated. Danke.
Ta.
{Pain - [Umbrella]--- I'd also like to apologise to the Days of the Week, for not capitalizing their proper names. My bad.}
Pain - [Bottlerocket War]--- I feel like a moron, sometimes, because i can feel this crawling around, under the surface, and wanting out, but i have to say that the restrictions are only good, to me, for a few things. I need to work on a way to make logic more accessible to people of my mental Bent. Bah... hmm. I'm undecided as to whether i should continue on, tonight, and do another section, and then another section, tomorrow, and review, on sunday, and monday (Day of the test, and all that), or whether i should just do it all, tomorrow, and say fuck it. Suggestions? (Pain - [Gavin]). Honestly, though, there are some advantages to doing it, this way. If i do all of this, and refresh, sunday and monday, then i'll have it VERY fresh in my mind, for the sake of the test.... Even still, i'm going to need to take very good care to keep all of this stuff locked in place, and well learned.
I still despise it, and must, therefore, change it. Cause that's just the way it goes. Integrate, and change by the act of viewing, let alone interacting there-with. I'm going to go, try not to be sick, and wonder what's going on, tonight, and listen to some more Classical-style music. I'm also going to do some more logic. (Pain - [Suckerpunch]). Wish me luck, and wisdom, and long-term-retainable, quick-acting osmosis capabilities. I'd really appreciate that. *licks*
Thank you to Mech, for a bit of a reading distraction, and it was muchly appreciated. Danke.
Ta.
{Pain - [Umbrella]--- I'd also like to apologise to the Days of the Week, for not capitalizing their proper names. My bad.}
