There is lonliness, in this life. You can be surrouded by hundreds of thousands of people, all of whom know your name, and you can feel like nothing is right. There are the people who know you, who know what makes you tick, who think they understand your motivations, but they really can't know you. And even if they can, there will be tymes when they don't know you.
When the people in your life, the people you love, get involved in things, their pasts, their futures, they can forget what you are. They can forget how much you once meant. This sucks serious ass. Unfortunately, it's not uncommon, at all. Some people forget. What things have gone before are overshadowed by that which is current. And even if they don't forget, they may gloss it over.
Think of this: You are important to someone. You represent a large facet and fact of existence, to them, and they find something else. There are lots of things in both of your lives, and it's difficult to talk, these days. There are things you want to talk about, but, becasue of who you are, you can't really trust your own motivations. So what do you do? You remember. You wait. Maybe one day things'll get better, maybe they won't. But if you remember-- if you can keep in mind the lessons, &c.-- they will always be with you.
If you care.
When the people in your life, the people you love, get involved in things, their pasts, their futures, they can forget what you are. They can forget how much you once meant. This sucks serious ass. Unfortunately, it's not uncommon, at all. Some people forget. What things have gone before are overshadowed by that which is current. And even if they don't forget, they may gloss it over.
Think of this: You are important to someone. You represent a large facet and fact of existence, to them, and they find something else. There are lots of things in both of your lives, and it's difficult to talk, these days. There are things you want to talk about, but, becasue of who you are, you can't really trust your own motivations. So what do you do? You remember. You wait. Maybe one day things'll get better, maybe they won't. But if you remember-- if you can keep in mind the lessons, &c.-- they will always be with you.
If you care.