A little less crying, a little more trying, a bit less "gothic," and maybe i should be.

[wolven7]

Portishead - [Humming (Live)]---'"But how would you cry, if someone made you cry?"

'"I spit," she said. "The ducts are routed back into my mouth."

'"Then you've already learned an important lesson, for one so young." He rested the hand with the pistol on his knee and took a bottle from the table beside him, without bothering to choose from the half-dozen different liquors. He drank. Brandy. A trickle of the stuff ran from the corner of his mouth. "That is the way to deal with tears."' - From "Neuromancer," by William Gibson.

Emotions are getting hard, again. Hard to feel, and hard to know, and hard to distinguish, amid the swirling torrent. (Portishead - [Cowboys (Live)]). I think that, until i can feel them, and know them, again, i should take a step back from them, and observe them. The cold detachment of the analytical knife has been poking through the thin membranes of the psyche, again, anyway. The arrogance and the entropy, swirling in a neat little gavotte, wish to come out and play... That means something bad's going to happen soon. Like when foxes and wolves grow their winter coats. It's certainly an interesting comparison, as far as that goes.

I doubt that it will last long... i'm simply trying to tune the frequency so that i get something more than the White Noise of unfiltered emotional background. (Portishead - [All Mine (Live)]). Which is apparently all mine... Hmm... Interesting supposition. (Portishead - [Mysterions (Live)]). Did you ever get perfectly clear static? All layered and wonderful, and you know that everything is there, but it's coming at you so very fast, and psuedo-randomly... Anyway it goes, when i lock onto a frequency, and get that steady stream of Emotional Data, coming in, from all points, then things will go back to what passes for normal, around here. Oh wait... that's whatever i Say it is. Silly me. I forgot.

Other than that, enjoy the upped analysis, andi hope t hat all of you can get your respective emotions in order, soon, cause it's playing havoc with my Regularly Scheduled Programmes. (Portishead - [Mysterions (Live)]). Layered perfectly knowledgeable static, and it's coming so fast as to cause a problem, here... Hrmm.... I think i may have to adjust.

Ignore all of that, except everything. The analysis goes on as planned, As well as Working with the Emotions. Not cutting them off, or stepping away. Heheh. That's me.

Later.

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[jinxvamp.livejournal.com]

what do you know about samael?

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[wolven.livejournal.com]

Original Angel of Death, one of the many names/faces/functions of Lucifer. Stopped existing because the creator thought/knew/ whatever you want to Possit that it would do a disservice to it's memory, to make it again, without itself. Doesn't like to get involved. Except to point out the interesting bits that others might miss. Why do you ask?