here i am.
Jan. 25th, 2002 02:37 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
wolven7Disturbed - [Voices]--- i have the entire weekend to myself... There are very few people in town... They've mainly gone to Chattacon. i don't like conventions. i don't do well in large crowds of people i don't know, unless i'm doing terrible things to them. Like yelling at them, or reading them stuff i wrote. Or eating their souls... That kind of thing... Anyway, it's one of those weird things... i don't like large groups (DaVinci's Notebook & Moxy Fruvous - [Shoehoren With Teeth]), unless i'm with people i know. if i have to spend tyme, in large groups, with people i don't know, i get all upset and shit.
A New Found Glory - [Neverending Story]--- i have an acute agoraphobia. Very Specific types of social situations make me uncomfortable. When the people i know are with peop they know that i don't know, and i have to spend tyme with these people, it gets really weird, and i end up wandering off doing terrible things, or sulking in a corner somewhere. Neither of these is a really "good" idea. (Disturbed - [Down With The Sickness]) So i tend not to go to things like Conventions. i'll be surrounded by people i don't know, and the people that i DO know generally don't want to spend all of their tyme with me, holding me by the hand. This is ok, on a general basis. But when the majority of people you know are extroverts who DO like to go to these things, and you're left at home, with not too much to do, nor things you really WANT to do, it can cause problems.
Now, some of my friends are still intown, and did not in fact go to Chattacon. But i don't need to talk to these people about the ways they're screwing up their lives, or various courses of action they... Blah blah blah. Long story short, while i love talking to them and hanging out, there's things i feel like i could be getting DONE if people were here. Blah. i'm an ass.
Slipknot - [Wait And Bleed]--- i don't know. i'll be here, all weekend. If anyone needs me, you know where and how to find me. Later.
A New Found Glory - [Neverending Story]--- i have an acute agoraphobia. Very Specific types of social situations make me uncomfortable. When the people i know are with peop they know that i don't know, and i have to spend tyme with these people, it gets really weird, and i end up wandering off doing terrible things, or sulking in a corner somewhere. Neither of these is a really "good" idea. (Disturbed - [Down With The Sickness]) So i tend not to go to things like Conventions. i'll be surrounded by people i don't know, and the people that i DO know generally don't want to spend all of their tyme with me, holding me by the hand. This is ok, on a general basis. But when the majority of people you know are extroverts who DO like to go to these things, and you're left at home, with not too much to do, nor things you really WANT to do, it can cause problems.
Now, some of my friends are still intown, and did not in fact go to Chattacon. But i don't need to talk to these people about the ways they're screwing up their lives, or various courses of action they... Blah blah blah. Long story short, while i love talking to them and hanging out, there's things i feel like i could be getting DONE if people were here. Blah. i'm an ass.
Slipknot - [Wait And Bleed]--- i don't know. i'll be here, all weekend. If anyone needs me, you know where and how to find me. Later.
