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wolven7Don't ask me what it means. It hurts. Yesterday i saw a truck with a black phoenix on the side, really big, and the licence plate "WAZ 885". These things, in conjunction made me think about some things. I dreamed i nearly kicked someone's ass, at a video/music store, because they insulted my mother's profession.
Work tonight... Need to go down to school and take care of some shit... Luckily i have Deadsy and Trent to keep me company... I think it might be time for a little bit of the hermit. I had a horrible dream, the other night, that all of the 8 cards were missing from my tarot deck, but they were all one card, and without it the deck wouldn't read correctly. I looked at all the eights, in my deck... They're all strength and balance, and hard lessons, and righteous anger, and creativity... And they were missing, in the dream.
Perhaps, i've realised, i rely too much on my dreams, for guidance. Not saying that they Don't or Shouldn't guide me, but that, maybe, they don't Always do it... But that's crazy. Even if a dream is seemingly meaningless to the outside world, it still tells about the subconscious. And maybe that's where i need to be, right now. Things are feeling very strange. There is a certain few that i would care to be around, at the moment, and even with certain combinations, and permutations, those don't look too appealing. Work is going to be shitty. At least i have next Friday off. *growls*
I'm off to finish listening to Deadsy, and then head down to state, to see about a loan, and a scholarship. Then i'm into Little 5 Points, to see about comics, and the rediscovered art of wandering around, aimlessly. By My Self.
Later.
Work tonight... Need to go down to school and take care of some shit... Luckily i have Deadsy and Trent to keep me company... I think it might be time for a little bit of the hermit. I had a horrible dream, the other night, that all of the 8 cards were missing from my tarot deck, but they were all one card, and without it the deck wouldn't read correctly. I looked at all the eights, in my deck... They're all strength and balance, and hard lessons, and righteous anger, and creativity... And they were missing, in the dream.
Perhaps, i've realised, i rely too much on my dreams, for guidance. Not saying that they Don't or Shouldn't guide me, but that, maybe, they don't Always do it... But that's crazy. Even if a dream is seemingly meaningless to the outside world, it still tells about the subconscious. And maybe that's where i need to be, right now. Things are feeling very strange. There is a certain few that i would care to be around, at the moment, and even with certain combinations, and permutations, those don't look too appealing. Work is going to be shitty. At least i have next Friday off. *growls*
I'm off to finish listening to Deadsy, and then head down to state, to see about a loan, and a scholarship. Then i'm into Little 5 Points, to see about comics, and the rediscovered art of wandering around, aimlessly. By My Self.
Later.
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Date: 2003-01-10 11:03 am (UTC)It doesn't sound good, contextually...but could you explain, if only to make me feel less clueless?
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Date: 2003-01-10 12:51 pm (UTC)Don't mind me, i'm being oblique.
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Date: 2003-01-10 01:13 pm (UTC)And I, in turn
Date: 2003-01-15 06:45 am (UTC)I woke up with a sore throat, but I also woke up three hours early and felt good.