Shit what happened, and some of which is funny.

Alerted by mr_hinzelmann this morning: Magical Trevor. Pigs. Kraken.

Madness - [Night Boat to Cairo]--- Yesterday, I yelled at two street preachers, because I don't care so much that people decide to love their gods loudly and in the middle of the street, I Like that, it makes me happy but I have a problem when they MisQuote their gods for the purposes of scaring and harming people into thinking like they think, and even that, even that would have been okay, had the second one not tried to stop me with the line "You can get an education, but it won't change your heart; only God can do that. And that's why you're scared. Because, see, you Like yourself, you like your Pride."

That's when I snapped. "YES! I like myself, and I love my Pride! And Jesus is OKAY with that! He loves me, not matter what! GOD Loves me, no matter what! All I have to do is be Nice to people! All you have to do is Love each other, or at least Tolerate one another!" (Danger Doom - [No Names (Black Debbie)]). WAs walking with hametsunosaturn, and she had to take my shoulder and guide me away, before I got into a really stupid argument. But my rage was palpable.

Think about this for a second. Think about the New Testament, wheter you consider yourself a Christian doesn't matter for this discussion, but read the damned thing. See what it Actually Says. If you look at it, the basic message of the New Testament is as follows:

Don't be a Dick, or Jesus'll kick your Ass.

P.A.L. - [Das Gelöbnis]--- It's that simple. And if you're purportedly Christian, and you're a dick, and Jesus kicks your ass, and then you say you're sorry? You're fine. You apologise for being an asshole, you makle amends to the people you've wronged and then you move the fuck on. Wait.. That soundsw like... OH Yeah, a mature human life.... Wow.

I am unapologetic for many of my dicktitudinous or "dickish" behavious. I am a bastard, and an asshole, many times, but I am not so without thought to consequence or without planning for future events. Doesn't make it right, just less wrong, in my personal code of ethics.

MC Frontalot - [Charity Case]--- Also yesterday, I talked to Dr Dwyer about the thesis, and she helped me understand something regarding this work, about limiting my scope and making this about focus. Precision work.

I've a few ideas... I'm still very tired, from all of this. This is going to ba a long weekend.

Got a haircut, yesterday. That's pretty good.

Dreams were weird, half-remembered tropes about the women in my life and the frames and contexts in which I see them, most often, and my conceptual framework for them.

Seems like it's time for food.

Later.

{9.15am: Sponge - [Molly (Sixteen Candles)]--- From wacko1138: Baby 'Thulhu. (Queens of the Stone Age - [A Song for the Dead]). So Freaking Cute ^_^}

Two movie related things, of equal importance

Both from wacko1138.

First, watch and then vote for his film "Good-Bye, Sweet Night,"

Second, What the Bleep Do We Know is available to watch on the internet.

And you should. Concept formation and the ability to change the world. That's where we focus, for a little while...

AT every single turn.

Every time I turn around, I think something is going well.

It is not.

Thesis work continues to fall apart, as people misinterpret what I'm trying to do, more and more. I think I'm understood, I think people can separate concepts from the people who hold them (at least in part), but apparently not.

Belly - [Low Red Moon]--- I don't know how to not be dishearteneed, at this. I don't know how I can take this having been misunderstood, whittled down, and recast so many times that not only is my graduation in jeopardy, but my very livelihood, sanity, and confidence is shaken.

[But] If I cannot make it through this, then I don't deserve to work in this field.

I feel sick.

{12.04pm:Placebo - [Without You I'm Nothing (w/ David Bowie)]--- From mendori: Nearly-Spontaneous Myth Generation. Beautiful stories of terror and decay, by those who would know it best: Homeless Children. Terrifying.}