A note. Or request. Whatever.

I would really appreciate it, if you didn't try to kill the messenger. Because I will fucking destroy you.

Or just stop giving a damn, and leave you along your merry way.

I've tried to play it nice. I've tried to play it fun, and friendly, and i've tried, sincerely, cleanly, completely to help t he situation, and make a change. But it seems that, in some areas, none of it matters. Not a damned bit. Fine.

I'm done being people's scapegoat, because i fucking try.

And you know what's sad? I'm going to try, one more time, one more way, just... because.

What realy astonishes me is that people continue to think i don't care...

Wow...

You'll know. No harm meant.

If i mean you, specifically, you'll know because i'll talk to you, about you and me.

If i'm cryptic, it's because i want to vent, without being rude.

If i find something wrong, i'll work to bring it to the fore, and i'll see if you want to help me fix it. If you don't want to fix it, then that's just fine. We'll call it a day.

I mean no malice, i mean no harm, i don't want to make this any more difficult than it has been, or has to be. I just want it done. Whatever "it" is.

Good night. Dream Well.

Why Drew is the bestest.

http://machall.com/index.php?strip_id=328

I dreamed about betrayl, again. Ah well.

And i KNEW IT! http://www.applegeeks.com/index.php?comic=187

Later.

{12.00am: Ok, so it's later. I Showed mr_hinzelmann the Douglas House, last night. I said, after giving circuitous directions ("We travel a spiral. The quickest way is sometimes the longest."), "And that is the Douglas House."

To which he replied "... It certainly is." And we drove quickly away. He made me tell him the story of the house, stuff that lived there, so that he could verify, in his head...

Hmmm...}