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I think that i shall never see... &c
May. 25th, 2003 04:22 pmAlice In Chains - [Get Born Again]--- I can do nothing but look forward, and expect any sort of hopeful result. Looking to the Is, or the Was makes me feel Distant, and rather alone. I feel like i'm being taken somewhere, against my will. But i know that this is the thing that can get me out of this Shit hole, i've been wallowing it. I'll be away from this mundane crap, and able to wander around the City of my birth. I'll get a Car, while gone, and i'll be making my money, hopefully, in a conceptual field. Graphic Design, and the like. Hopefully not on commision. I look to this summer as an opportunity to see my family, and hopefully not get sick of them, or want to Kill them. They're family. It happens. Unfortunate but true. I still love them. Love them better when i have my Own Space.
While i'm further north, i will be Closer-- distance wise-- to some people. (Crüxshadows - [Siren Song]). Hopefully, this will afford me the opportunity to Visit them, more often. That would certainly be a plus. And i don't know how many times, in how many ways i have to say this, but, If you are Reading This Journal, then you are invited to my party. That's on the "assumption" that i know [of] you. If i don't know you, then the question becomes "Why are you reading my journal?" Are you spying on me? Has the Illuminati gotten lazy, again? Well, you're doing a piss poor job, cause i see you, you bastard!.... *ahem* Anyway. Reading=Marginal Knowledge=Invited to Birthday. Let's make that nice and clear, huh?
Was thinking, last night, about smoke, and the cohesive nature of it, until it is disturbed. (Bobgoblin - [Safe]). Think about it: It retains shape, and form, changing, as the wind shifts, changing to adapt, but, ultimately, torn away. Dissipated. i think, by now, it's blatantly obvious, the correlation. When it comes right down to it, though, i simply think it's pretty to watch. Drifting, swirling, trailing into near-nothingness...It makes me happy. One of the many and varied reason i like smoking so much. The Destructive, the meditative, the simply fact that it gives me something to do with my hands, when i'm angry. There's more. It all synch's together.
Covenant - [One World One Sky]--- I think that i need a shower. I Know that i need a Soda. I want to read my book... I need to pack. I need to figure out why my air conditioning isnt't working... Central Air.
I'm out, for now. Back Later..
While i'm further north, i will be Closer-- distance wise-- to some people. (Crüxshadows - [Siren Song]). Hopefully, this will afford me the opportunity to Visit them, more often. That would certainly be a plus. And i don't know how many times, in how many ways i have to say this, but, If you are Reading This Journal, then you are invited to my party. That's on the "assumption" that i know [of] you. If i don't know you, then the question becomes "Why are you reading my journal?" Are you spying on me? Has the Illuminati gotten lazy, again? Well, you're doing a piss poor job, cause i see you, you bastard!.... *ahem* Anyway. Reading=Marginal Knowledge=Invited to Birthday. Let's make that nice and clear, huh?
Was thinking, last night, about smoke, and the cohesive nature of it, until it is disturbed. (Bobgoblin - [Safe]). Think about it: It retains shape, and form, changing, as the wind shifts, changing to adapt, but, ultimately, torn away. Dissipated. i think, by now, it's blatantly obvious, the correlation. When it comes right down to it, though, i simply think it's pretty to watch. Drifting, swirling, trailing into near-nothingness...It makes me happy. One of the many and varied reason i like smoking so much. The Destructive, the meditative, the simply fact that it gives me something to do with my hands, when i'm angry. There's more. It all synch's together.
Covenant - [One World One Sky]--- I think that i need a shower. I Know that i need a Soda. I want to read my book... I need to pack. I need to figure out why my air conditioning isnt't working... Central Air.
I'm out, for now. Back Later..
