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wolven7More and more, relishing in the connections. I had some really squaked dreams, last night, and i don't remember the majority of them. ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
tkc was there, though, and there was more about video games. Been dreaming about them, a lot... Also.. a lot of people i know...
Reading more of the Illuminatus! Trilogy, and seeing wonderful things, and being all paranoid, again. I miss this, somedays... In the book, The Pentagon is where they keep Graud the Greyfaced... It's kind of fun. Thinking about connections, and the merger of energy fields, in people, and what is meant by "Letting your guard down." And thinking, again, of the Zen Oneness, and how incomplete it all is. You can't be completely one with everything, unless you know yourself, completely, first. The complete individual, and the complete collective. Like Picard of Borg. You deal with it... Even Zen leaves it out. "The quicker you are to understand, the quicker you are to misunderstand." In letting your guard down, you don't have to lose yourself, you retain yourself, and you gain other pieces.
I love people, and i love them collectively. I also hate them, but we don't need to go there, right now. Some would say that, to love one person, as an individual, is to show preference, preference is one thing Higher than another, and that keeps us from attaining True enlightenment. Ha! According to some philosophies, we are put in Existence to gain experience. We are here to learn, grow, and understand things. To see if our Omniscience was/is/will be right. If we do not take back the understanding of Preference, of Choice, of Separateness and Individuality, then we have learned Nothing, and we might as well have stayed a giant lump of Brahman.
We have to retain it all. Separate, whole, broken, faceted, and flat. All of it. Or it's a pointless experiment.
I'm out. And i'm off to D.C. The countdown will conclude, while there.
If i don't see you again, today:
Dream Well
tkc was there, though, and there was more about video games. Been dreaming about them, a lot... Also.. a lot of people i know...Reading more of the Illuminatus! Trilogy, and seeing wonderful things, and being all paranoid, again. I miss this, somedays... In the book, The Pentagon is where they keep Graud the Greyfaced... It's kind of fun. Thinking about connections, and the merger of energy fields, in people, and what is meant by "Letting your guard down." And thinking, again, of the Zen Oneness, and how incomplete it all is. You can't be completely one with everything, unless you know yourself, completely, first. The complete individual, and the complete collective. Like Picard of Borg. You deal with it... Even Zen leaves it out. "The quicker you are to understand, the quicker you are to misunderstand." In letting your guard down, you don't have to lose yourself, you retain yourself, and you gain other pieces.
I love people, and i love them collectively. I also hate them, but we don't need to go there, right now. Some would say that, to love one person, as an individual, is to show preference, preference is one thing Higher than another, and that keeps us from attaining True enlightenment. Ha! According to some philosophies, we are put in Existence to gain experience. We are here to learn, grow, and understand things. To see if our Omniscience was/is/will be right. If we do not take back the understanding of Preference, of Choice, of Separateness and Individuality, then we have learned Nothing, and we might as well have stayed a giant lump of Brahman.
We have to retain it all. Separate, whole, broken, faceted, and flat. All of it. Or it's a pointless experiment.
I'm out. And i'm off to D.C. The countdown will conclude, while there.
If i don't see you again, today:
Dream Well
