What do i know....
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wolven7i know what i feel. i know what i think. i know that things in my life will be as they will be.
i know that Justice means a lot to me. Justice is an important concept to me, making sure that everyone gets what they deserve, while they're here. Afterward, it's totally subjective. Justice is a concept... feh i'll post that later. i know what i believe Justice to be, but that is all.
i know that Understanding means a lot to me. The more people understand-- Themselves and each other-- the better they know what makes them tick. The better they know who and what they are, and what they need to do to be happy. i know that.
i know that i admoire Truth, Honesty, and Integrity. All of these things link back to Understanding, Justice, etc. They all have the main goal of knowing the self, and staying true to it. i know that this is important.
i don't know how i know, or why, but i know these things. They are important to me, and the way i function in the world. They make my little portion of the universe tick, and moo. Or whatever the hell it does. But that's me, and my life. It's what i know.
These things shouldn't concern you, unless you really really want to know me. before that, though, there's the question you should ask yourself. That question, of course, being What do you know? What's that stuff in your head, that moos and ticks?
Yeah, i've asked the damn question before, but i am continually shown that very few people take it seriously. i know some people who listen, learn, and grow. i love them very much. They are my family and friends. But then there are those of my family and friends who will not simply accept what is, learn, and grow. As Tori said about Death: "She keeps reminding me that there is change in the 'what is' but change cannot be made till you accept the 'what is.'... If you allow yourself to feel the way you really feel, maybe you won't be afraaid of that feeling anymore."
Anyway, knowledge is a tool and an implied choice. The choice is generally best if made from you. From your wants, needs, fears, and, Above All, an Understanding and Acceptance of Self. But these are simply the ramblings and rantings of a tired, battered, nearly broken Critter/Dream/Nytemare/Thing.
What do i know?
i know that Justice means a lot to me. Justice is an important concept to me, making sure that everyone gets what they deserve, while they're here. Afterward, it's totally subjective. Justice is a concept... feh i'll post that later. i know what i believe Justice to be, but that is all.
i know that Understanding means a lot to me. The more people understand-- Themselves and each other-- the better they know what makes them tick. The better they know who and what they are, and what they need to do to be happy. i know that.
i know that i admoire Truth, Honesty, and Integrity. All of these things link back to Understanding, Justice, etc. They all have the main goal of knowing the self, and staying true to it. i know that this is important.
i don't know how i know, or why, but i know these things. They are important to me, and the way i function in the world. They make my little portion of the universe tick, and moo. Or whatever the hell it does. But that's me, and my life. It's what i know.
These things shouldn't concern you, unless you really really want to know me. before that, though, there's the question you should ask yourself. That question, of course, being What do you know? What's that stuff in your head, that moos and ticks?
Yeah, i've asked the damn question before, but i am continually shown that very few people take it seriously. i know some people who listen, learn, and grow. i love them very much. They are my family and friends. But then there are those of my family and friends who will not simply accept what is, learn, and grow. As Tori said about Death: "She keeps reminding me that there is change in the 'what is' but change cannot be made till you accept the 'what is.'... If you allow yourself to feel the way you really feel, maybe you won't be afraaid of that feeling anymore."
Anyway, knowledge is a tool and an implied choice. The choice is generally best if made from you. From your wants, needs, fears, and, Above All, an Understanding and Acceptance of Self. But these are simply the ramblings and rantings of a tired, battered, nearly broken Critter/Dream/Nytemare/Thing.
What do i know?
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What do you know?
Date: 2002-01-20 10:35 pm (UTC)you know enough to look...
you know enough to think...
you know enough to ask yourself "what do I know? Can I stand to know more?"
That is more than most people will ever know.
Re: What do you know?
I am here... I am
Date: 2002-01-20 10:52 pm (UTC)actually, since this is YOUR journal, and none of MY friends can see it I'll tell you the unvarnished truth:
I have some pain I have to go to the doctor about...
I have made a decision that I was ill-prepared for....
I have committed an action I am not proud of but still do not regret...
I stiffed several people in order to try to make everyone happy....
I feel a fabulous depression coming on and I just wish I could hide from the world until it is gone because if anyone finds out they will want to "help" me and as much as I love everyone.... nothing anyone does ever helps and it makes me more depressed to make everyone feel ineffectual...
but in spite of everything..... I like who I am and I like where I am....
Life just gets too burdensome sometimes and ya gotta hide out....
you know?
...what do I know?
Re: I am here... I am
Date: 2002-01-20 10:59 pm (UTC)