Where to, Next?
Nov. 24th, 2002 03:52 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
wolven7System of a Down - [Pictures]--- So, i've realised that i've been in Georgia, now, for 7 years. I don't know that i want to stay here, for the rest of my life, but i also don't know where i would go, if i left... (System of a Down - [Fuck The System]). And 26 is fast approaching. I was in D.C., for thirteen years, and then i moved here... If i'm here for the following 13, and live to see 26, then where will i go, next?
This question i pose to me... I'd really not like to go through the whole act of losing contact with friends, again... That really fucked me up, after leaving D.C., and, even when i went back to visit, things just weren't the same, at All. So i'm a little worried, to say the least... Pardon, my vulnerability's showing... So... i wish i knew the names of the Tracks on this CD. New System.... I love the album, but it's so new Gracenote doesn't even have the tracklisting. Mrowr.
Some more on the "Porch Meetings": These were started as a way to get people to realise that airing your dirty laundry in front of Everyone can be embarrassing. It is a growing experience. The whole thing is a two level effect: the first, you realise to be more honest with everyone, always, so you don't HAVE to have porch meetings. The Second is to get people to stop being embarrassed to tell the truth, or have things known about them. They are not, as has somehow been construed, only about yelling at people, and telling them what's pissing you off about them. It's about being Honest. You go around, to everyone there, and you say what you need to say, to them, to be Honest with them. Good things, bad things, thoughts, fantasies, whatever the fuck. It's about Honesty.
And what i meant by "Permission," was that, simply by coming to the thing, you are requesting permission to speak freely. And, yes, we all need that context, sometimes, where we can say whatever, and have mediators there, to keep things civil, but t hat shouldn't have to be Every Time We Speak Honestly with one another. That is what i called sad. Speak. Speak, and these meetings won't be necessary, and i can smile like i do, at Porch Meetings, all the time, because you'll be being honest with one another.
I'm gone. Back later, cause i'm working.
This question i pose to me... I'd really not like to go through the whole act of losing contact with friends, again... That really fucked me up, after leaving D.C., and, even when i went back to visit, things just weren't the same, at All. So i'm a little worried, to say the least... Pardon, my vulnerability's showing... So... i wish i knew the names of the Tracks on this CD. New System.... I love the album, but it's so new Gracenote doesn't even have the tracklisting. Mrowr.
Some more on the "Porch Meetings": These were started as a way to get people to realise that airing your dirty laundry in front of Everyone can be embarrassing. It is a growing experience. The whole thing is a two level effect: the first, you realise to be more honest with everyone, always, so you don't HAVE to have porch meetings. The Second is to get people to stop being embarrassed to tell the truth, or have things known about them. They are not, as has somehow been construed, only about yelling at people, and telling them what's pissing you off about them. It's about being Honest. You go around, to everyone there, and you say what you need to say, to them, to be Honest with them. Good things, bad things, thoughts, fantasies, whatever the fuck. It's about Honesty.
And what i meant by "Permission," was that, simply by coming to the thing, you are requesting permission to speak freely. And, yes, we all need that context, sometimes, where we can say whatever, and have mediators there, to keep things civil, but t hat shouldn't have to be Every Time We Speak Honestly with one another. That is what i called sad. Speak. Speak, and these meetings won't be necessary, and i can smile like i do, at Porch Meetings, all the time, because you'll be being honest with one another.
I'm gone. Back later, cause i'm working.
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keeping in touch
Date: 2002-11-24 01:02 pm (UTC)Re: keeping in touch
Date: 2002-11-24 01:22 pm (UTC)Hmmm...
Date: 2002-11-25 01:48 am (UTC)Nose where dosn't belong...always.
Kyre