Dreams and money.
Jul. 23rd, 2010 11:03 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
wolven7I've been dreaming of parties of everyone I know, not all at the same place, but in houses down the street from one another. Everyone I know, living in the same neighbourhood.
Last night I dreamed that I went to get m tattoo, and I didn't notice until I'd left the shop that it was on the wrong place on the wrong arm. The woman who'd done it had somehow managed to put it on my left elbow, rather than right shoulder.
I'm trying to figure out/decide what that dream means. I may have to use money I've saved, money which, in my mind, was specifically for a tattoo, to pay rent, bills, and make it to my sister's wedding ceremony. This realisation was reached, yesterday, and then I had that dream, which is obviously an axiety dream, but, I think, one with content. I've made no promises, about this money, just a thoughtful consideration, in my mind, that it would be used for this, and it makes my feel like a failure and a liar to have to use the money for anything but this.
But what choice do I have, at this point? I need to eat, I need to pay bills, and I need to have a place to live.
Not a good month, money-wise.
Last night I dreamed that I went to get m tattoo, and I didn't notice until I'd left the shop that it was on the wrong place on the wrong arm. The woman who'd done it had somehow managed to put it on my left elbow, rather than right shoulder.
I'm trying to figure out/decide what that dream means. I may have to use money I've saved, money which, in my mind, was specifically for a tattoo, to pay rent, bills, and make it to my sister's wedding ceremony. This realisation was reached, yesterday, and then I had that dream, which is obviously an axiety dream, but, I think, one with content. I've made no promises, about this money, just a thoughtful consideration, in my mind, that it would be used for this, and it makes my feel like a failure and a liar to have to use the money for anything but this.
But what choice do I have, at this point? I need to eat, I need to pay bills, and I need to have a place to live.
Not a good month, money-wise.
