I've been wondering, oddly enough, at who would miss me, if i wasn't there... The ones who would, the most, are the ones who don't even have to say it, anymore. I can name them off, in my head, but it takes a while... The reason i ask is, or should be, quite obvious. I think about you all, all the time.
Radiohead - [Thinking About You]--- I think about you, all the time, and i wonder at your abscences, and where you've gone, and what you're doing... Maybe this is simply another one of those little things that i do, that other people think of as obsessive, but if i've ever had more than three conversations, with you, and i see you one a regular basis, and i Don't, one day, then i'm going to wonder. Similarly, i'd like to talk to some of you, more than i do, in more personalised ways. But that's logistically improbable, due to the lack of hours in a day, long distance charges, the cost of plane tickets, and the fact that my maximum number of IM windows is, generally, a steady Nine....
But, at this point, i'm merely wondering, if i'm the only one who catalogues the Theres and Not-Theres, in their daily lives. All of my other "DysFunctional" behaviours have been integrated, and i don't even think of them as discordant, with the world, anymore. They are simply the way i'm Wired... Strung... Carved. "Once i was a wooden boy, a little wooden boy..." And so on....
Electric Hel Fire Club. i like the thought of that...
As the Man, Johnny5, said "INput!"
later, taters
Radiohead - [Thinking About You]--- I think about you, all the time, and i wonder at your abscences, and where you've gone, and what you're doing... Maybe this is simply another one of those little things that i do, that other people think of as obsessive, but if i've ever had more than three conversations, with you, and i see you one a regular basis, and i Don't, one day, then i'm going to wonder. Similarly, i'd like to talk to some of you, more than i do, in more personalised ways. But that's logistically improbable, due to the lack of hours in a day, long distance charges, the cost of plane tickets, and the fact that my maximum number of IM windows is, generally, a steady Nine....
But, at this point, i'm merely wondering, if i'm the only one who catalogues the Theres and Not-Theres, in their daily lives. All of my other "DysFunctional" behaviours have been integrated, and i don't even think of them as discordant, with the world, anymore. They are simply the way i'm Wired... Strung... Carved. "Once i was a wooden boy, a little wooden boy..." And so on....
Electric Hel Fire Club. i like the thought of that...
As the Man, Johnny5, said "INput!"
later, taters
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I'm assuming (and hoping) I'm included in 'all'.
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Date: 2002-10-27 10:42 pm (UTC)Chamomile Tea
Date: 2002-10-28 12:53 am (UTC)Not an obsession, but the indication of beautiful caringness. You would be missed, in the event of disappearance perhaps the olfs might have gotten you, for Green. A little more than a glowing fragment, and yet it appears to be so much more; a smile occurs each time.
In more personalised ways.
I often wonder also.
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Re: Chamomile Tea
Date: 2002-10-28 10:57 am (UTC)Cranberries, blackberries, blueberries, blackcurrents, whitecurrents, cherries, strawberries, raspberries, redberries, mulberryberries, gooseberries.
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yegods, this Smell...
Date: 2002-10-28 05:32 am (UTC)No.
Shit, I guess that's just me then...
What?
Nothin'
That's what's been up with me, this morning...didn't feel like posting it on my own journal as you're probably the only one who'll really appreciate the fact. Kinda incens-ey. It was happy.
And I quite often whonder wat's up wit'chu. 'Specially when the world goes dark and blurry, and I start seeing sparks, I wonder whether it's just me standing up too fast again, or did someone REALLY piss off my pal...
Re: yegods, this Smell...
And no, it's all still here. Sometimes, though, i do worry that i'm going to accidentally swallow the sun.... odd... i don't think that i meant to write that. *ahem*
WellTimeforclassGottagobye!
Ta ta ;)
I hate that feeling...
Date: 2002-10-28 12:09 pm (UTC)-Mech
Re: I hate that feeling...
Date: 2002-10-28 09:04 pm (UTC)