A day for Ritual....
Oct. 26th, 2002 04:56 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
wolven7This is a good day for connecting with your passions and your beliefs, Wolven. You could read something in the newspaper that makes you angry or stirs up your concern. It's good to become more aware of the issues that are going on around you. You might be developing your social conscience and decide to take action to help others in some way. This will be good for your spiritual growth.
TDotHT -[ A Thousand Fists]--- Today, i am meant to be going to a Ritual, dealing with Hel. I Need to go to this... I really do... (TDotHT - [Please God No]). But there seem to be many factors, standing in my way. One of which being that i still Haven't Been Able to find someone to take the first 3 hours of the Shift, which are the Important Parts. Insert lines upon lines of profanity, here. I don't know what you all think of rituals, on a general level, but i do know that, sometimes, they are necessary...
TDOTHT - [Goin Down To Dunwich]--- "Every day, it's the same." That's a denotation. There are things we do, and orders in which we do them, so that our lives will continue to run as smoothly as we like them. And there are certain things that are For Special. Chanting, transubstantiation, Bris, Circumcision. Tannenbaum. Whatever. We all have the things that we do, because they invoke a certain feeling, and a Power. (TDOTHT - [Jimmy The Squid]). Without them, we are powerless, and a little bit empty, in certain areas... We need Rituals, to help us feel better, in certain ways, to help us Be better, and this one is no different, for me.
I very rarely engage in Ritual, unless i know who's doing it, why, to whom/what, or unless I'm doing it. But this is different. This is Hel. This is darkness, and this is Death, and Endings. This is My time. Those of you, uninterested in my metaphysics, or what you might see as my mental instability, should stop reading now. (TDotHT - [Flee!]). Here is the time, when i am at the most Flux. This is the Inflow of power, and the Outflow of outer trappings, and all things holding me back from being happy, in my current Incarnation. This is the time of the year when my pragmatism and survival instinct take over, and the more Predatory Bits of me, come out to play. And this Ritual can be an integral part of that. And something doesn't want to see that happen.
TDOTH - [Mathsong]--- As we all know, or can see as possible, the world, out there, is nothing but a mirror of internal processes, as filtered through You (Damn You, Leibniz). So, it's very apt to say that this is me, trying to Block myself, for fear of the Facets of Me, that will emerge from the Ritual, Shinning. But the act of taking the rock from which a ruby will spring, and keeping it in the ground, muffled, and hidden, will only cause it to be all the brighter, and potentially more fractured, when it finally Emerges. The act of putting it into a fire, to begin with, and letting it Grow/Shed, will only allow it to be what it is, all the sooner. (TDotHT - [Diggin' Up the World]). So the question becomes, does whatever this is want More of the Me that Will Be (Because it Will Be), or does it want to simply let me be, when i want to be, and Perhaps allow for a more well-rounded, clearer jewel? Hrmm. Decisions... I want this Ritual.
TDOTHT - [Colour Me Green]--- "Green is the Colour of my God." I want this Ritual, and i want to be with Comrades from the Old Days, tomorrow... Fenrys and Hel being brother and sister... Etc. Anyway. I want to do this, and i can't, if i don't find a stand in, from 11-2. If i have to do a personal Ritual, in the Gatehouse, they will not be pleased with the things that happen to Oglethorpe, as a result... Of this i can be certain. Because it will be tinged with, at the very least, a small level of Rage.
TDotHT - [Mustard Gas]---- And i will be, for the next few days, swathed in the Red and Black of a Legion. There will be, when i speak, the sounds as of the buzzing of a million Flies. Heightened from the depths, i shall bring madness forth, and send Euclid to Hell, on a five-sided triangle. The Angels will weep tears of blood, and the Daemons will amass themselves in joyous song. Enjoy theToasty Souls of The Damnedtm.
"Total Destruction will come to those who laughed at me, and failed to heed my warning."
Or perhaps i shall simply Be. And that will be enough. God-Like power, being what it is, and all. I'm off. I'll return, tomorrow, at some point.
Dream Well
TDotHT -[ A Thousand Fists]--- Today, i am meant to be going to a Ritual, dealing with Hel. I Need to go to this... I really do... (TDotHT - [Please God No]). But there seem to be many factors, standing in my way. One of which being that i still Haven't Been Able to find someone to take the first 3 hours of the Shift, which are the Important Parts. Insert lines upon lines of profanity, here. I don't know what you all think of rituals, on a general level, but i do know that, sometimes, they are necessary...
TDOTHT - [Goin Down To Dunwich]--- "Every day, it's the same." That's a denotation. There are things we do, and orders in which we do them, so that our lives will continue to run as smoothly as we like them. And there are certain things that are For Special. Chanting, transubstantiation, Bris, Circumcision. Tannenbaum. Whatever. We all have the things that we do, because they invoke a certain feeling, and a Power. (TDOTHT - [Jimmy The Squid]). Without them, we are powerless, and a little bit empty, in certain areas... We need Rituals, to help us feel better, in certain ways, to help us Be better, and this one is no different, for me.
I very rarely engage in Ritual, unless i know who's doing it, why, to whom/what, or unless I'm doing it. But this is different. This is Hel. This is darkness, and this is Death, and Endings. This is My time. Those of you, uninterested in my metaphysics, or what you might see as my mental instability, should stop reading now. (TDotHT - [Flee!]). Here is the time, when i am at the most Flux. This is the Inflow of power, and the Outflow of outer trappings, and all things holding me back from being happy, in my current Incarnation. This is the time of the year when my pragmatism and survival instinct take over, and the more Predatory Bits of me, come out to play. And this Ritual can be an integral part of that. And something doesn't want to see that happen.
TDOTH - [Mathsong]--- As we all know, or can see as possible, the world, out there, is nothing but a mirror of internal processes, as filtered through You (Damn You, Leibniz). So, it's very apt to say that this is me, trying to Block myself, for fear of the Facets of Me, that will emerge from the Ritual, Shinning. But the act of taking the rock from which a ruby will spring, and keeping it in the ground, muffled, and hidden, will only cause it to be all the brighter, and potentially more fractured, when it finally Emerges. The act of putting it into a fire, to begin with, and letting it Grow/Shed, will only allow it to be what it is, all the sooner. (TDotHT - [Diggin' Up the World]). So the question becomes, does whatever this is want More of the Me that Will Be (Because it Will Be), or does it want to simply let me be, when i want to be, and Perhaps allow for a more well-rounded, clearer jewel? Hrmm. Decisions... I want this Ritual.
TDOTHT - [Colour Me Green]--- "Green is the Colour of my God." I want this Ritual, and i want to be with Comrades from the Old Days, tomorrow... Fenrys and Hel being brother and sister... Etc. Anyway. I want to do this, and i can't, if i don't find a stand in, from 11-2. If i have to do a personal Ritual, in the Gatehouse, they will not be pleased with the things that happen to Oglethorpe, as a result... Of this i can be certain. Because it will be tinged with, at the very least, a small level of Rage.
TDotHT - [Mustard Gas]---- And i will be, for the next few days, swathed in the Red and Black of a Legion. There will be, when i speak, the sounds as of the buzzing of a million Flies. Heightened from the depths, i shall bring madness forth, and send Euclid to Hell, on a five-sided triangle. The Angels will weep tears of blood, and the Daemons will amass themselves in joyous song. Enjoy theToasty Souls of The Damnedtm.
"Total Destruction will come to those who laughed at me, and failed to heed my warning."
Or perhaps i shall simply Be. And that will be enough. God-Like power, being what it is, and all. I'm off. I'll return, tomorrow, at some point.
Dream Well
