Dreamed of living in my mother's house, in DC, which is actually the house of my Father's father. Refinshed and refurnished basement, in which I was staying, taking to people online. Something about doing a two card tarot reading for someone and having to take pictures of the reading with a camera phone I don't have. Something about Cherry Pop-Tarts, a food I've not eaten in Years. Something about having a deep craving for them, but only eating them once every few months. Showing
lord_of_smoking and my mom the tarot reading, and having them trawl news papers for synchronicities. Machiavelli kept coming up.
It's really autumn, here, now. The temperature dropped 20 degrees, last night, and it smells crisp and clean. It's the weather in which the smell of clove cigarettes is one of the best things Ever. My associations with it are so strong that I can Feel myself smoking them. So, instead, I stuck my face in the cannister of whole cloves, and put ground clove on my waffles. When I make French Toast, next Sunday, I'm going to put amaretto and clove in the batter.
So, yesterday, I found out that Boing Boing has a new Occult Guest Blogger, and that kind of made me go "Huh. That's an interesting coincidence." Then, of course, I started to get angry. Many of you won't get why that pissed me off, and that's okay. I've resigned myself to the fact that the things that make me angry may not make a lot of sense. Anyway, this anger did a wonderful thing: I figured out the intro, tennor, and tone to my next NeedCoffee.com article.
Keep those eyes open.
It's really autumn, here, now. The temperature dropped 20 degrees, last night, and it smells crisp and clean. It's the weather in which the smell of clove cigarettes is one of the best things Ever. My associations with it are so strong that I can Feel myself smoking them. So, instead, I stuck my face in the cannister of whole cloves, and put ground clove on my waffles. When I make French Toast, next Sunday, I'm going to put amaretto and clove in the batter.
So, yesterday, I found out that Boing Boing has a new Occult Guest Blogger, and that kind of made me go "Huh. That's an interesting coincidence." Then, of course, I started to get angry. Many of you won't get why that pissed me off, and that's okay. I've resigned myself to the fact that the things that make me angry may not make a lot of sense. Anyway, this anger did a wonderful thing: I figured out the intro, tennor, and tone to my next NeedCoffee.com article.
Keep those eyes open.
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Date: 2009-09-29 04:58 pm (UTC)It makes no godsdamned sense that I get very, very angry at people whom I feel are working in the same themes and spheres as I am for either 'making it' better than I am while not being as technically skilled, or not wanting to work together in the same ways I do. But it's there, and shit like this never seems to make sense.
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Date: 2009-09-30 04:15 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-09-30 01:09 am (UTC)I suppose it's just envy, but... yeah... *seethe*
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Date: 2009-09-30 04:16 pm (UTC)