The experience was,vaguely, like being molested by a pack of rabid baboons. (2)

[wolven7]

Gary Numan - [Dominion Day]--- So, today, i went to try to get an apartment. Again. You all know the drill: Hate, to the nth, for all things dealing with moving. Well, today, we did credit check shite. So much calling, and money arrangement, and then i was told that i Had No Credit, which is absurd, as, apparently, bills don't count, as credit, unless you're late, with them. (d'redd - [A Faerie's Heart]). But i digress. As i was saying, the credit check, and the approval process, and then i was told that, to ease the monetary issue (The metaphorical lube on the cock with which they were going to FUCK ME), i should, perhaps, have a parent co-sign. Fine. But my mother lives in D.C. That's fine, they say, we can fed-ex. Goody. Let me just get the address. No address, mother's not at desk, am now 15 minutes late to class. Nothing more gets done, at apartment. Go to class.

Am FORTY-FIVE Minutes late, to class, but i decide that i'll go, anyway. I get to class, just in time to see everyone packing their shite. We had a study/review day, today. When the proverbial we were done review/studying, we got to leave. (KMFDM - [Blood (Evil-Mix)]). So, i left. Talked to a few people. Wandered around, outside. Talked to some more people. Time passes.

I realise that part of me wants to run around the GSU courtyard, screaming like a maniac. Part of me views this as impractical. The other part of me doesn't give a shit. So i have Al flip his coin. Heads i do it, tails i don't. It hits the ground, and Al declares is a fumble, cause he didn't catch it. It was tails. He does it again. Catch. Heads. I take a few deep breaths, All counts down, and i tear off like a bat outta my Office. Full tilt. Running. Screaming. Down the stairs, taking a right by the library, around the stairs, down there, in front of Sparks Hall, and back up the stairs, by the fountain. (Moxy Fruvous - [Sad Girl]). And then i got applause, from a good 1/3 of the courtyard occupants. Mark Egle applauded. For those of you who know mark, that's a FEAT. He's generally king of the weird, in that odd, not quite "cool" way. But i felt better, after that, until i felt sick.

I felt like all of my cells were rebelling against me, and wanted to Gel, in my veins and organs... I could feel the sugar of the donuts, which Jeanelle and Al bought, and the cokes, coursing through my system. I though i was going to puke my entire bio-mass, out of every available pore. But i didn't.... So i studied, a very little for the German test. Which went surprisingly well.

People i saw today. Jeanelle, Meredith, James, White James (which should tell you that he is, in fact black), Al, Seth, Mimi, Dan, Sarah, Sayer, Elizabeth, Kim, Misty, Sam, Ghetto Mike, Theresa... And some other people.... (Gary Numan - [Exile]). Troy. Laura. Rick, from Criminal Records, randomly called me, this afternoon. Was disturbing.... And so are my journals...

I've noticed that i've begun to get a lot more.... Liquid Crystal in my livejournals... i'm flowing through and around everything, but there's a centralised theme... I have Phi Religion, tomorrow... This should be interesting... I'm coming out of that class, more and more, with a Pluralistic, Pragmatic, Pagan, Christian, EVERYTHING world-view. That not many others seem to express, accept, or enjoy. And i love it... The more i know, and understand Religious Philosophers, the more i can point, laugh, and realise how Almost Right, they all are....

I'll be back. Soon. Numbers of power, fast approaching, and all.

Ta.

Comments

wow...

[kitsuchan.livejournal.com]

I've wanted to do that before, but I don't think I ever would... maybe... You got applause from Mark Agle? Mark from Horizons? It's hard to tell if that's impressive or not, given how odd Mark is. But considering what you did, I think it was impressive applause. I hope you're feeling a little better, now, Catharsis can be very good.