Note to self: Don't Breathe....

[wolven7]

Careful, Wolven! The celestial atmosphere is telling you to be very careful today. Don't do anything that could have heavy consequences on your personal finances, or on your budget at work. This advice is good for the next two months. You don't seem to have the right sense for any kind of investment at the moment, so try and think of other things to do with your time. How about gardening, for example?!

THey seem pretty hardcore on that gardening... Nature wants to talk to me, then... *Goes into Tree Hugging Hippie mode* Or something... Still fractured... Might be duress from having a Message, not delivering it, but not being ASKED to deliver it, either... But then Justice dictates that something be done... Which means that i talk to someone again and try to get them to do something about this, or Ask me to deliver said message... Or perhaps a message from myself is in order.... I don't know. FUCKING GODSDAMNIT!!!

Messengers Deliver Messages. They do not, when in Messenger mode, volunteer information, as a general rule. And they most Certainly do not Volunteer information that is about a message that has not yet been delivered. They do not deliver messages, without being asked. They do not mention messages, to the receiving party, unless said are mentioned, or asked for, by same. *sigh* There are many other Rules, and Codes of Conduct, for Messengers, and it boils down to Deliver the [requested] Messages To the [intended] Recipient. But then there's Justice... Justice... sweet miter... Everyone gets what they deserve, and what everyone deserves, here, is the Truth. And there's nothing i can do about it, directly, until i'm asked. But i can maneuver. Shit... This needs to get taken care of, soon... Cause that's what's causing the fracture, that's making this Change so unpleasant...

But, oh the explosions... i think i can dig it...

Comments

[(Anonymous)]

Well, this really sort of goes with the lj entry before this but what the hell, it could apply here too. You asked why I worry. I don't like you battered or bruised or... (what was that other word?)scarred. I know that you want to be a predator. And if you snap theres not much to be done about it I guess. But tonight, just talking to you, and listening, was nice. I like you how you are when it seems like whatever is bugging you recedes and leaves just you. I hate it that you're so stressed, I hope you can find a way to stop feeling... bad? sick inside? Um. I worry that this message is just going to annoy you since its not actually really saying much. Just that I think that you can control whatever it is thats trying to change you. Maybe you ought to listen to the horoscope and try gardening. Its supposed to be very theraputic. Although, I can't see you as the type to have fun picking bugs off marigolds. Oh well. - Sayer

[wolven.livejournal.com]

I'll be fine... I appreciate the worry.. and it shows love.. but i Can handle it.. the only reason that this is going on, like it is, is that i know that it's something i'm trying to Do. i need to fix this schism, and then i can get past this shite. I'll be ok. Thank you.

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[(Anonymous)]

Little late in the year for gardening, ne? Still, maybe some internal gardening is needed. Maybe instead of Fuck It, Delete It, this time you need to go tree-hugging hippie on You. :)
-Mech

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[wolven.livejournal.com]

FEH! The only part of gardening i ever liked was weeding the flower beds. Cause i got to pull living things up by the roots.