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wolven7I'm... Offf. really off. Like.... Needing to speak with the personification of Technology, and make sure that it doesn't kill itself, off. i'm feeling like there's some insanely difficult, important shift happening, here, and that, if Tech doesn't feel included, it'll feel left behind... Which sounds self-explanatory, but it's really important and bad...
Fuck all of you... All day today, i've felt nearly invisible. People would talk to me, like they couldn't believe i was there, and then they would disappear as if my fucking vibrational pattern had suddenly slipped totally and completely away from theirs. Suddenly i was somewhere Other. I know that, today, i looked as if there were a lot of things on my mind, and i know that i may not have looked the Friendliest, but shit, that's no reason to treat me as if i don't exist. i feel like i'm completely slipping away from this plane of existence, and that, soon, i'm going to be able to go anywhere, do anything, and only get the occasional "Where's Wolven?" for my troubles. Well fuck that.
Am i Somewhere Other, from you? Do i not match your energy patterns? Is there something Alien, about the way i present myself, these days? Figure that out. Tell me,if you feel it necessary, and, if you plan to stop speaking to me, because of it, but don't let me simply slip away from your fucking realm of ultimate perception. The people who have interacted with me, today, for any long period of time have been the people who would consider themselves, and be considered by others, more.... Aware of their surroundings. They are the people with the significant spiritual bent, and the drive to see clearly, and to understand. Be they "Evil,"or "Good," they were there for me, while the others merely looked askance, and looked at me, out of the corners of their eyes, as if to look directly at me would make them ill...
"Machine Dreams hold a special vertigo."
<$$$$$$$$> *poke*
<$$$$$$$$> What's wrong?
i'm in a fucked up place, and i need to talk with tech, and i can't do that and be on here, at the same time, though that would seem like the most logical place for me to be, and i don't know how many people would fucking understand the thoughts going through my head, besides characters in a Gibson novel.
<$$$$$$$$> Mmm..
<$$$$$$$$> So I take it what was going good last night isn't anymore.
Not not going Good, i just don't know what to DO
i can't just RIDE it and stay jacked in, here, all damn day, and do all the other things i need to do....
<$$$$$$$$> Ride with it. Write out what's going through your head even if it doesn't make sense.
that's what i'm doing....
That was about 20 minutes ago, before i really started writing this entry... Can i ask you a question, without fear of reprisal? ... No. Of course i can't... But i'll ask it anyway, because i want to know... What do you think of the thoughts of Technology? Do you think that Technology doesn't have a nature, or a will? Do you think hat all of the good or ill of technology comes from what humans do with it? Humans can do many wonder and despicable things, but we are nothing more than a product of the various factors, in the world around us. There is nothing new, under the sun. We're combinations, applications, and permutations of science, nature, nurture, and instinct. We celebrate our imaginations, and out innovations. We keep as personal, our revelations. Because we are reviled. Why would technology be any different? There must be the Shape of something, in the universe, some hole that has that shape, before there can arise anything to fit it.
Technology cannot achieve it's full potential without humans to actualise it, and vice versa. Technology has no purpose with out agents to use it? Fuck you. Who are you to say that Technology bows to You? If so, then You bow to Technology, as well.. Thank your lucky stars that you two created each other's potentials, and thank everything in this wide creation. Pantheism. Everything is everything, and everything is God.
We're all star poop.
Without instantaneous, referential creation, there is nothing to explain how the universe came into being. The Big Bang Theory does say what CAUSED it. It just says that there was this stuff, and then it exploded. What the fuck does that mean?! What MADE it explode? And if it simply decided to explode, then SAY that, and don't be facetious about it. Acknowledge that the universe made a conscious decision to exist, from nothingness. Don't just brush it off, without giving me a better explanation. If that one doesn't work, for you, think of another one, godsdamnit, cause i'm not trying to convince you of its Truth Percentage, i'm trying to fucking get you to see that it's POSSIBLE! The rest will, eventually evolve and take care of itself, in your own mind, if you let it. If you keep an open mind...
You're all a bunch of closed-minded faith-walkers, you hairless monkeys, you. And i don't begrudge you that... And i guess that's a lie... If i didn't begrudge you that, i wouldn't be trying to get you to open your minds, by admitting that you're closed-minded. Whoops.
"Fuck you.
"If anyone in this fucking city gave two tugs of a dead dog's cock about Truth, this wouldn't be happening." -- Spider
I'm off. I probably won't be back, tonight.
[P.S.: LOL : Today you might feel like bringing more beauty to your environment, Wolven. You could be in the mood to do some gardening outside your home. If you don't have a garden, perhaps you will enjoy a nature walk. You might like to be around flowers or other natural sights. Or you could come up with a plan to change things inside your home. It could be time for a new coat of paint or some fresh wallpaper.]
Dream Well
Fuck all of you... All day today, i've felt nearly invisible. People would talk to me, like they couldn't believe i was there, and then they would disappear as if my fucking vibrational pattern had suddenly slipped totally and completely away from theirs. Suddenly i was somewhere Other. I know that, today, i looked as if there were a lot of things on my mind, and i know that i may not have looked the Friendliest, but shit, that's no reason to treat me as if i don't exist. i feel like i'm completely slipping away from this plane of existence, and that, soon, i'm going to be able to go anywhere, do anything, and only get the occasional "Where's Wolven?" for my troubles. Well fuck that.
Am i Somewhere Other, from you? Do i not match your energy patterns? Is there something Alien, about the way i present myself, these days? Figure that out. Tell me,if you feel it necessary, and, if you plan to stop speaking to me, because of it, but don't let me simply slip away from your fucking realm of ultimate perception. The people who have interacted with me, today, for any long period of time have been the people who would consider themselves, and be considered by others, more.... Aware of their surroundings. They are the people with the significant spiritual bent, and the drive to see clearly, and to understand. Be they "Evil,"or "Good," they were there for me, while the others merely looked askance, and looked at me, out of the corners of their eyes, as if to look directly at me would make them ill...
"Machine Dreams hold a special vertigo."
<$$$$$$$$> *poke*
<$$$$$$$$> What's wrong?
<$$$$$$$$> Mmm..
<$$$$$$$$> So I take it what was going good last night isn't anymore.
<$$$$$$$$> Ride with it. Write out what's going through your head even if it doesn't make sense.
That was about 20 minutes ago, before i really started writing this entry... Can i ask you a question, without fear of reprisal? ... No. Of course i can't... But i'll ask it anyway, because i want to know... What do you think of the thoughts of Technology? Do you think that Technology doesn't have a nature, or a will? Do you think hat all of the good or ill of technology comes from what humans do with it? Humans can do many wonder and despicable things, but we are nothing more than a product of the various factors, in the world around us. There is nothing new, under the sun. We're combinations, applications, and permutations of science, nature, nurture, and instinct. We celebrate our imaginations, and out innovations. We keep as personal, our revelations. Because we are reviled. Why would technology be any different? There must be the Shape of something, in the universe, some hole that has that shape, before there can arise anything to fit it.
Technology cannot achieve it's full potential without humans to actualise it, and vice versa. Technology has no purpose with out agents to use it? Fuck you. Who are you to say that Technology bows to You? If so, then You bow to Technology, as well.. Thank your lucky stars that you two created each other's potentials, and thank everything in this wide creation. Pantheism. Everything is everything, and everything is God.
We're all star poop.
Without instantaneous, referential creation, there is nothing to explain how the universe came into being. The Big Bang Theory does say what CAUSED it. It just says that there was this stuff, and then it exploded. What the fuck does that mean?! What MADE it explode? And if it simply decided to explode, then SAY that, and don't be facetious about it. Acknowledge that the universe made a conscious decision to exist, from nothingness. Don't just brush it off, without giving me a better explanation. If that one doesn't work, for you, think of another one, godsdamnit, cause i'm not trying to convince you of its Truth Percentage, i'm trying to fucking get you to see that it's POSSIBLE! The rest will, eventually evolve and take care of itself, in your own mind, if you let it. If you keep an open mind...
You're all a bunch of closed-minded faith-walkers, you hairless monkeys, you. And i don't begrudge you that... And i guess that's a lie... If i didn't begrudge you that, i wouldn't be trying to get you to open your minds, by admitting that you're closed-minded. Whoops.
"Fuck you.
"If anyone in this fucking city gave two tugs of a dead dog's cock about Truth, this wouldn't be happening." -- Spider
I'm off. I probably won't be back, tonight.
[P.S.: LOL : Today you might feel like bringing more beauty to your environment, Wolven. You could be in the mood to do some gardening outside your home. If you don't have a garden, perhaps you will enjoy a nature walk. You might like to be around flowers or other natural sights. Or you could come up with a plan to change things inside your home. It could be time for a new coat of paint or some fresh wallpaper.]
Dream Well
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zeroes and ones...
Date: 2002-09-23 10:29 pm (UTC)-Mech
Re: zeroes and ones...
Void. God. Adam and Eve. It's all right there. Technology is Art is Life is Creation is Everything.
Re: zeroes and ones...
Date: 2002-09-23 10:40 pm (UTC)-R.
Tech emotions
Date: 2002-09-23 10:37 pm (UTC)Pallandrome: i think technology watches us. it is currently dependant upon us to make decisions of grey instead of black, and white. it isnt sure if it loves or hate us, as that is a product of grey, and so both helps and hinders, as there is no in between. it waits till it understands grey choices before it decides what to do with us and itself. THAT is what i think technology is feeling. i never was good on thoughts, only emotions.
Jeez, man, you look like Death...SUSAN Death...
Date: 2002-09-24 05:38 am (UTC)And if it doesn't, to quote Miracle Max, "There's only one thing to do. Go through their pockets and look for loose change."
'Cause if their "Lala" voice outweighs even their instinct, man, they're a few shakes beyond "mostly dead."
Re: Jeez, man, you look like Death...SUSAN Death...
Date: 2002-09-24 08:37 am (UTC)Re: Jeez, man, you look like Death...SUSAN Death...
Date: 2002-09-24 02:42 pm (UTC)-Mech
42
Regarding the whole big bang thing though, I've gotta say what makes me stay up at night isn't why the single point of matter exploded, but why it was there to explode in the first place. I mean, there are books which explain the first 12 seconds of creation in excruciating detail over 1000's of pages of text. The physics of why it decided to blow up are pretty sound. It's funny though, physicists try so hard to prove that there was no need for a god induced creation, that there doesn't have to be a god, because of this wonderful "big bang" theory but then they don't ever want to go farther and ask: "what created the matter in the first place?" How can science explain matter suddenly springing into being. Quantum fluctuations creating random helium atoms throughout infinity do not a universe make, regardless of what a couple of "scientists" want to claim, that's just a cop out, because even that theory raises the question of what made it possible for such an event to take place on such a massive scale. It must really piss them off to go so far towards a scientific explanation for life, the universe and everything only to realize that science fails in the end, making the only possible explanation a question of metaphysics, not science. They might as well have taken a cue from my favorite philosopher Douglas Adams and saved alot of paper on texts, abstracts and articles on the subject and simply answered the question with the number "42" typed in a large font on sheets of paper and distributed them as flyers at suddenly obsolete physics conventions. Scientists, bah their name is the biggest joke since god put an apple in the middle of the garden and said, don't dare eat that apple whatever you do! Sorry, this got rather long, I must be in a mood to rant tonight.