Apocalypse Dreams

[wolven7]

kidneythieves - [Beføre I'm Dead]--- Dreamed what is probably my favourite Apocalypse scenario, last night. I say it's probably my favourite, because it's so damn literal. Everything imagined was becoming real, and I was on a Scooby-Doo-type reality show, trying to decided if we needed to be in teams of two. One scene, from several angles, of someone telling someone that they didn't need a team, followed by an immediate cut to two others, one of whom saying, "Now that we're on a Team..."

Cthulhu and Nyarlathotep climbing and destoying buildings. There was a top-down, 3/4ths view, like a SimCity game, watching them destroy so much.

An under-city that was also the basement lobby of a hotel. I had to press a combination of elevator buttons, to get to the proper surface, or rather the proper conception of the surface. (Arcana - [In Search of the Divine]). One of the buttons had bakeneko's name on it, but she never showed up. Everyone else had a section of the city to handle, and I grabbed the Stop Being Fucked Up Stick, and my Hand-And-a-Half ninjatō, and headed for the street level.

Björk - [Human Behaviour]--- I told people to think of weapons for me, to envision me winning, and to focus on those thoughts, because the world was maleable to thought, and I was going to be a lens, turning that focus into a laser. It was the only way we were going to destroy all of the monsters, or, at the very least, let them know who was actually in charge.

Something about driving, around the freeway. Having to go in circles on surface streets to get to a prticular on-ramp.

David Bowie& Trent Reznor - [The Heart's Filthy Lesson (Remix)]--- I'm more awake, now, but damn... Crazy dreams.

Dog keeps being a fucking lunatic. Electrotic? Something's setting her off. She keeps jumping the dog gate, eating all the cats' food, and disruptting the litter box. It's very freaking upsetting, first thing in the fucking morning, you know?

I asked this question to cailement, but I'm going to ask it to you all, to make you uncomfortable: What is something you Need to say to someone, but can't bring yourself to?

Nine Inch Nails - [Hurt]--- Subquestion: Why Can't You?

Good morning, internet. I may cut you, for the sheer joy of it. Take appropriate precautions.

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[halafax.livejournal.com]

PS, can you make this invisible? or like just between us? The answer is very much the truth in what I would like to say to some one, and why I dont. But well you get it. If you cant, just delete it after you read it.

[wolven.livejournal.com]

Done.

[halafax.livejournal.com]

thank you

[momentai.livejournal.com]

"I'm pretty sure I love you and I have loved you since around The Ugly One's birthday party. Do you remember that night and how our conversations evolved afterwards? Either way, for some arrogant, pecuiliar, definite, and/or bizarre reason, I think you love me too, so let's just fuck 'em all and do this. You were right and I apologize for not telling you on that other night."

I can't b/c I used the phrase "pretty sure". I can't b/c even if I were sure and even if she was sure, me saying this would not do either one of us any good, maybe just right now, but I have a feeling at anytime seeing as how I am far too much like Batman to be healthy.

[mendori.livejournal.com]

Here are two, directed at different people.

You say that I'll never understand you, that no one understands you. Yet when I try to talk to you about anything in my life, all I see is blank incomprehension of my problems. It seems life in the ivory tower is harder than I thought.

We had the conversation, we had the same conclusion. This would never work. We're too alike. But sometimes I still think about that nasty, violent, fun night we could have had together. But now, it's too late.

[anarchette.livejournal.com]

If you screen this I will cut you dearheart. ;D

HOW DO YOU FEEL NOW MOTHERFUCKER? YOU KNOW IT FUCKS ME UP. Now you can't say shit about what I DO. I HOPE YOU'RE RIGHT. How do you like it now? This is how it feels when I get what YOU want.

xoxo.

(How therapUEtic. .... I still cant remember if that's right, but I cannot be fucked to look it up.)

[raidingparty.livejournal.com]

I work at an animal research facility, and I find slutty stereotypes arousing.

Both of those would cross me off the list. There might be a level of dishonesty in that I'm choosing the friendship is worth it despite those ideas instead of her, but... yeah.

Before I thought of this, I was totally going to say I was clean.