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wolven7TDOTHT - [Goin Down To Dunwich]--- I have clean Clothes. I was seriously in the danger area, for that, over the past few days.
I'm feeling very odd, right now... and i don't know what to do, about it... There are people to whom i'm paying more attention, recently, and people to whom i'm paying less, and there are people from whom i feel myself slipping, and i want to do anything But let it quietly die away... But what to do, and how to change and adapt to certain situations.... (System Of A Down - [Chop Suey]). How do you change your relationship with someone, while letting them know that no, it's not because you don't love them, but because something, in you, has moved away from where they are, and where you were, when you were there, together.... Fuck... That, and i ate someone's soul, tonight, and they really shouldn't have attacked me like that. But anywho.. I'm more than willing to take in suggestions.. I've been feeling attacked, for days, now.
TDOTHT - [Shoggoths Away]--- Started with the im, thing, and has spiraled out into a burgeoning, multi-faceted paranoia, that borders on the Reactionary... I HATE that... All i want, ladies and gentlemen, is a level of respect, and honesty, and equality... (Bobgoblin - [Overthrow]). To be treated with the same respect, and courtesy, with which i treat every one else... That's Insane of me to ask, and social rules dictate that this can't be, but maybe FUCK SOCIAL RULES! The hierarchy, and the climbing, and the Bullshit that is social interaction, in America, or maybe among Humans, as a whole? Fuck it. Delete It. And that's all i can do, about it. I can treat people a certain way, and i can hope that they will reciprocate, and when/if they don't, i can let them go about their merry little way.
VNV Nation - [Darkangel (Azrael)]--- Sitting around, delivering half-assed messages for people who don't know what they want to say, to people who don't know what to expect to hear. Not seeing people, for weeks, because it's too awkward, when you feel.. unequal.. And that feeling's not even yours. Vagaries and generalities, all, i know, but what the fuck else do you expect from me, right now? I haven't figured out what to do about this shit, and i'm damn well not laying any cards on the table, until i have it all together. So, if anyone has any advice, here's another one of those sporadic, but not infrequent, times when i'm more than willing to hear it. And if your advice should be used toward you, at a later date, i hope that you will simply take it as the sign of ultimate respect that it is.
Until that time, i remain, ever, My Ainsel, Your Wolven
"I'll only come here, seeking peace,
I'll only come here, seeking me.
It seems I came to Leave.
Tschusz...
I'm feeling very odd, right now... and i don't know what to do, about it... There are people to whom i'm paying more attention, recently, and people to whom i'm paying less, and there are people from whom i feel myself slipping, and i want to do anything But let it quietly die away... But what to do, and how to change and adapt to certain situations.... (System Of A Down - [Chop Suey]). How do you change your relationship with someone, while letting them know that no, it's not because you don't love them, but because something, in you, has moved away from where they are, and where you were, when you were there, together.... Fuck... That, and i ate someone's soul, tonight, and they really shouldn't have attacked me like that. But anywho.. I'm more than willing to take in suggestions.. I've been feeling attacked, for days, now.
TDOTHT - [Shoggoths Away]--- Started with the im, thing, and has spiraled out into a burgeoning, multi-faceted paranoia, that borders on the Reactionary... I HATE that... All i want, ladies and gentlemen, is a level of respect, and honesty, and equality... (Bobgoblin - [Overthrow]). To be treated with the same respect, and courtesy, with which i treat every one else... That's Insane of me to ask, and social rules dictate that this can't be, but maybe FUCK SOCIAL RULES! The hierarchy, and the climbing, and the Bullshit that is social interaction, in America, or maybe among Humans, as a whole? Fuck it. Delete It. And that's all i can do, about it. I can treat people a certain way, and i can hope that they will reciprocate, and when/if they don't, i can let them go about their merry little way.
VNV Nation - [Darkangel (Azrael)]--- Sitting around, delivering half-assed messages for people who don't know what they want to say, to people who don't know what to expect to hear. Not seeing people, for weeks, because it's too awkward, when you feel.. unequal.. And that feeling's not even yours. Vagaries and generalities, all, i know, but what the fuck else do you expect from me, right now? I haven't figured out what to do about this shit, and i'm damn well not laying any cards on the table, until i have it all together. So, if anyone has any advice, here's another one of those sporadic, but not infrequent, times when i'm more than willing to hear it. And if your advice should be used toward you, at a later date, i hope that you will simply take it as the sign of ultimate respect that it is.
Until that time, i remain, ever, My Ainsel, Your Wolven
"I'll only come here, seeking peace,
I'll only come here, seeking me.
It seems I came to Leave.
Tschusz...
As one who reciprocates you as precisely as possible...
Personally, i would reciprocate your honesty and respect more accurately if i didn't care for you so much...perhaps a personal failing, but fuckit...there are some of us who are free of "Teaching" and who have, through art or infamy, wrenched away from this heirarchy you claim to despise.
not making sense...watch my aquarium for clarification
love
saigh