Forty-Six & Two, just ahead of me...

[wolven7]

Sonata Arctica - [Wolf & Raven]--- Some days, I think I need a therapist.

I'm not sleeping well, again, and I'm having strange, conultured dreams of sections of cities I never visit, and people I've never known. I'm very tired, this morning, and I need to eat something, very soon.

Tom Waits - [Flash Pan Hunter]--- I feel like I'm being ignored, like my ideas are being shot down, or dismissed, in certain areas, with little to no regard. Like I'm getting the brush-off, from several angles, all at once, and it's Really starting to irk me, more than a little. Dragon*Con Panel, Jobs, Networking with People.

I have a consulting "gig," right now, and I don't know when I'm going to be able to get it done, or even how much it'll pay, all told, but I need a steadier stream of clients, and I need a portfolio of completed projects and shit like that.

Placebo - [Running Up That Hill (Kate Bush Cover)]--- I need water, and coffee. I need gasoline, in my car. I need fucking Gainful Employ.

I'm really not with it, today. Not yet. I'm all the fuck over the place, and I'm really, really not pleased with the results.

Coffee. It won't solve the problems, but it will allow me to ignore, them, chemically, for long enough to actually get something Done about them...

That's what I'll tell myself; yeah. That's the ticket.

Comments

[unknownbinaries.livejournal.com]

Maybe today we can go out job-hunting for you. Just drive around to places, and look, and ask.

[wolven.livejournal.com]

Don't have either the gas or the money for MARTA to do that, today, but you're right. We should do that soon.

[unknownbinaries.livejournal.com]

When I get the mail-money, I'll give you twenty bucks. I owe you for all those trips to Fry's anyway.

[wolven.livejournal.com]

Well, I say wait until rent and such, and until more monies come in from the shirts, and what not.

[draquani.livejournal.com]

I wish you luck, sir. I know how you feel about needing gainful employment. I'm searching, but everyone wants a comprehensive portfolio which I don't have. And I have like 5 different directions I can go and am scattered brained enough to bounce between them, instead of focusing enough to do one and then the next. Don't give up, you'll find your spot. I just figured I'd let you know you arn't alone.

Hrm, maybe coffee will help me too.

[wolven.livejournal.com]

Thank you. I appreciate it.