wolven7 | Lick me, Amadeus.

You might become more aggressive about going after what you want, Wolven. Your passive, gentle personality could be left behind. Maybe you'll decide that you are going to pursue a definite career goal. You could do some research to prepare yourself. Or you could speak to a professional mentor, getting their input about your strategy. It's time for you to push ahead. Don't hesitate to pursue your real dreams and secret hopes.

Just call me Wolveniris, Two-Fisted Messenger. So, about today, Happy Birthday Jyn! Woohoo. And i went to a birthday party, and had a lot of fun. Also, over the time i've been gone, i re-found my pager (Thank you Kathy), and had a wonderful vicarious experience, dealing with the CruxShadows. Here's a test to see if umlauts work, yet: ü. Anyway, the experience.

I was unable to go that CruxShadows show, i was on about, week before last. You all remember, yeah? Yeah. You remember, good. Anyway, i was unable to go, but, it seems, everyone else in gods' Creation, was able to go. (Woohoo! Blood from the Elevator!) [An] Elizabeth went to the show, and hung out with the band, afterwards. She then mentioned to Rachel, the dancer, that she knew me. Rachel apparently gets wide-eyed, and says "You know Damien? Tell him i say Hi!" So that made me feel loved, and special. This was before i get home, on the day i got my pager back. Bad, Worse, Better, Affectable... Now.. About that last point:

I made note, yesterday, of the fact that everything i think of, or on which i intentionally focus, seems to come to bear, in my waking hours. I was reading "Idoru," in which the Russian Mob features heavily, and, the next day, someone mentions the Russian mob to me, in passing conversation. Odd. Things i think, things i want, things i wish, and strive towards, all coming to fruition, with a small exertion of will.. Either that, or the larger exertions of will don't tax me, nearly as much as they used to.. And i'm still working on that Creation.. I have the personality Frame down, and am hoping that, after i get to a certain point, the rest will spin itself into creation, in my line of sight, and influence... And i'll be damned if that isn't the Truth of what i want...

And, on the Truth, i want many things... I've expressed those things here, yes? I want to get the Girl, i want to Express Well, i want to Speak the Truth and be either reviled, or revered, but Truthfully and Honestly, either way. Whichever people truly feel, i would like to know it.. So i guess i should ask it.... I want to scream curses at the sky, and have it mean anything, if only a little. I want to make people, at the very least, THINK about the things they do and say, so that they ca understand, and accept the full realms and ramifications. But hell...

I have a friend who makes subtle hints and innuendos, about the things he does, in daily life, and through these, you can glean a piece of Truth. He'll tell you a situation, and frame it as a "Funny Story." Something about some friend, sometime, and there's often nudity involved. And if you don't know the situation, you're left with a sneaking suspicion, and a nervous chuckle, and the line from Tyler, going in your head, and out your lips: "Dude, you got some Fucked up friends!" But if you know the other side of the stories... You see that he wants to get caught... He's like the Riddler, that way... You see... my friend's got a girlfriend... And if any of you are squirming, wondering if i mean you, maybe that's something you should take care of. Cause all i'm doing is telling a story... about how the Truth always likes to be Free...

Lick me. I know you like it.

Dream Well