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wolven7k-chan - [Jesus Was My Copilot One Snowy Afternoon]--- So, the endless progression of marchers in the Shite Parade goes on. It appears that, now, the computer is going to be a bitch, and not allow Internut Exploder to work, nor will it keep its system stabilized, for more than 10 minutes at a time. YAY!!! So i think that i'm going to go to bed. I need to be up in the morning, anyway, to catch the Fucking bus, so why not go to bed? Yep... Useless depression....
Empire Records - [Never Met a Girl Like You Before]--- What a good song... Wish it could be true... Anyway, it's once again that time: The time for mid-level bullshit to try to take over my life, and cause a useless depression and not give me anything to grasp, with which to fight back. I can't fight a death in the family. Only how i handle it. I can't FIGHT any of this. All i can do is change my perceptions, so that it doesn't bother me... Guess that comes with turning into a cold-hearted bastard. (God Lives Underwater - [Happy]). "And i hope that you're happy. At least one of us is."
*Thwart, Thwart, Thwart.*
Moving right along. i'm working on making my life better. i want to be happy, unaffected, and able to deal, all at the same time. I want to be able to handle each of the situations, going on in my life, insofar as i'm involved, and not have to "Switch Gears," because it's al the gear of Me. Mourning, Helping, Moving, Changing, Working, Consoling, and so on.... why do these all have to occupy different facets of my being? Why is it that i can't simply deal with all of these, and move through them, as needed? Oh, that's right... Humans.
Humans don't think that that should be the way things are... They think that, if you do that, you're some kind of unfeeling monster, when, in actuality, you're feeling more than they could ever hope to know, and doing it well. They think that, since it feels so alien, to them, it must be universally wrong. Fuck you. (The Adventures Of Jet - [Don't Make It So Hard]). It's very difficult to be yourself, totally, in this farce, when the audience hates your material... If they don't like it, then there's no one there to watch, and play off of. They've closed down their minds to you, and it is very difficult, after that happens, to change that state... Oh Well.... Guess i'm going to the mountain. Ebola Bombs and all...
Lick me.
Dream Well
Empire Records - [Never Met a Girl Like You Before]--- What a good song... Wish it could be true... Anyway, it's once again that time: The time for mid-level bullshit to try to take over my life, and cause a useless depression and not give me anything to grasp, with which to fight back. I can't fight a death in the family. Only how i handle it. I can't FIGHT any of this. All i can do is change my perceptions, so that it doesn't bother me... Guess that comes with turning into a cold-hearted bastard. (God Lives Underwater - [Happy]). "And i hope that you're happy. At least one of us is."
*Thwart, Thwart, Thwart.*
Moving right along. i'm working on making my life better. i want to be happy, unaffected, and able to deal, all at the same time. I want to be able to handle each of the situations, going on in my life, insofar as i'm involved, and not have to "Switch Gears," because it's al the gear of Me. Mourning, Helping, Moving, Changing, Working, Consoling, and so on.... why do these all have to occupy different facets of my being? Why is it that i can't simply deal with all of these, and move through them, as needed? Oh, that's right... Humans.
Humans don't think that that should be the way things are... They think that, if you do that, you're some kind of unfeeling monster, when, in actuality, you're feeling more than they could ever hope to know, and doing it well. They think that, since it feels so alien, to them, it must be universally wrong. Fuck you. (The Adventures Of Jet - [Don't Make It So Hard]). It's very difficult to be yourself, totally, in this farce, when the audience hates your material... If they don't like it, then there's no one there to watch, and play off of. They've closed down their minds to you, and it is very difficult, after that happens, to change that state... Oh Well.... Guess i'm going to the mountain. Ebola Bombs and all...
Lick me.
Dream Well
See if you love this as much as me
Date: 2002-09-09 08:19 am (UTC)-The Devin
Re: See if you love this as much as me
Date: 2002-09-17 11:31 pm (UTC)