Magic, Belief, and One-Sided Bargains
Jun. 4th, 2008 11:33 pmI've been thinking, lately, about a potential problem I've noticed in myself, as relates to the practice of magic, in that I often have a base disbelief in the professed abilities of others, while having a complete belief in my own. I hate this. I try very hard to fix this, in myself, but it causes me to wonder if this trend isn't present, to some degree, in all magicians.
When you tell me something you did, in terms of magic, my first instinct is to be skeptical, and think you're attributing more to coincidence. But then I stop, and think, and I realise what I'm doing.
What does it say about a "magical community," when the entire interaction structure depends upon one-upping the other people in the community, when it becomes about proving that Yours Works Better, rather than working together, better?
And, to those of you who've had such experiences In "the community," what do you think causes this kind of inability to co-operate? is it human nature, or is it something about groups, as a whole? What the hell is it?
I'm rambling, drinking, and watching Domino, so this may not be the most cohesive or coherent of posts... But i think it raises some interesting questions.
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When you tell me something you did, in terms of magic, my first instinct is to be skeptical, and think you're attributing more to coincidence. But then I stop, and think, and I realise what I'm doing.
What does it say about a "magical community," when the entire interaction structure depends upon one-upping the other people in the community, when it becomes about proving that Yours Works Better, rather than working together, better?
And, to those of you who've had such experiences In "the community," what do you think causes this kind of inability to co-operate? is it human nature, or is it something about groups, as a whole? What the hell is it?
I'm rambling, drinking, and watching Domino, so this may not be the most cohesive or coherent of posts... But i think it raises some interesting questions.
We had bison burgers, for dinner. Home-made. Delicious.
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Date: 2008-06-05 04:09 am (UTC)But then, I do this too. I:m a member of an elite community because I actually know The Truth. Many people know aspects of The Truth (name a religion and it:ll be an aspect of The Truth), but not many people actually Know The Truth and because I do, I feel priviledged. I look at people who know The Truth as better, possibly more powerful, but at the very least more sane than those who don:t. If nothing else they:re more informed than those who don:t, therefor all of the information given by Those Who Don:t is taken with skeptism, it may or may not be The Truth. But if someone who Knows The Truth tells me something, I:m more likely to just go with it. This is not necessarily a good attitude. But it:s one that:s in my brain, none the less. The sad thing is it wasn:t always like that for me. I use to listen to everyone equally, and then I met some of said Crazies, and I think they jaded me pretty hard . . .
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Date: 2008-06-05 04:29 am (UTC)Everyone. What we actually remember, what we pull from it, as part of the universal collective unconscious, or whatever we want to call it, will depend on Who We Are, at base, our Selves or Souls,
But that doesn't mean everyone is remembering accurately. Or that they're even remembering, yet, at all. So that's not really "helpful," per se.
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Date: 2008-06-06 07:48 am (UTC)Conversely, I also believe in one Almighty Creator who created everyting, including the potential for the other gods, and the other gods and basically everything, this covers what Ryam calls Elders (the name I use too), which are basically the personifications of (you guessed it) everything.
Things get more convoluted from there, and I know that Wolven and Ryam share most of my beliefs, so you probably already know most of them. Some of the things go along personal pantheons and whatnot, past lives (basically, sure, you can say you're King Arthur, but I was there, as someone totally NOT IMPORTANT and shit didn't go down like that so you can say all you want, you crazy person) and so such. That's much more of a rambling conversation that I really want to divulge into on a computer when I'm getting drunk because it was that kind of day.
The main bit of the Truth is about everything existing so everyone being right and nobody being wrong. That's what people get so upset about, when other people tell you you're wrong, you know?
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Date: 2008-06-05 05:37 am (UTC)That said, people do that. It's theirs, so it's more real to them. Add into that the kind of will/ego that does, or thinks it can do, whichever way you want to see it, all that Weird Shit(tm), and you're just asking for dick-measuring contests. And it becomes more about that because community is difficult for people who also tend to be loners.
Like any group/subculture, it takes some time to sift through the bullshit, because the assholes and the crazies tend to be the most visible.
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Date: 2008-06-05 07:05 am (UTC)Then again, in another fashion everyone is and was there with you... which is probably why this keeps coming up, in general...
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Date: 2008-06-05 08:54 am (UTC)I'm inherently suspicious of anyone who claims any kind of title, be it Pagan or Magician or shaman or whatever. As far as I'm concerned, titles have everything to do with ego and identity, very little (if anything) to do with actual work. The most powerful people I've ever met don't make any claims to anything, because they don't have to.
I don't think any so-called "magical community" is any different from any other community. The dynamics you describe can be found in any group of people who decide, for one reason or another, to associate with each other, all under the vague banner of something.
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Date: 2008-06-05 09:04 pm (UTC)I <3 science... magic makes my brain confused...
Date: 2008-06-05 10:35 pm (UTC)Is that the sort of thing you mean when you talk about magic? Sometimes I wonder if I helped do it by wanting it bad enough, or if she did it by wanting me bad enough, or if it just sort of worked out that way. Sometimes I wonder if it's even true, or if it's just a nice thought that brings me comfort. Anyway I guess Lola/Matty is more mystical than magical anyway.
Because most of the time when you make reference to magic, I can't conceptualize what you mean. I'm moderately sure you don't mean flying on a broom, although that would be badass, or rabbits out of hats, although that also would be badass... can I have a quick lesson in what you're talking about? I ask this realizing that I am opening a can of worms, but what is possible in the world?
Re: I <3 science... magic makes my brain confused...
Date: 2008-06-06 04:16 am (UTC)I believe that conception, perception, interpretation, and communication literally shape and create the universe, and I believe that the recognition and conscious application of that is magic.
Also, This Post (http://wolven.livejournal.com/973138.html).
I hope that helps...
Re: I <3 science... magic makes my brain confused...
Date: 2008-06-06 10:11 pm (UTC)But honestly I'm afraid I need more explaining.
:)