"I am the Shadow at the End of Nothing."
Aug. 24th, 2002 07:43 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
wolven7Radiohead - [Kid A]--- My dreams, last night, consisted of fighting against things, behind doors, and being blocked from places. Trying to teach a class on certain things, and being directed, elsewhere. Ogres, and such. (Radiohead - [The National Anthem]). I was in a school in which i had taught before, in dreams, and was on the underside of a bridge and moat system, thing. It was dungeon like, and every time i tried to open a door, something stopped me, but with a "heheh, sorry Sir, but the boss says. Sorry Sir." Fuckers... Everyone's got their jobs to do, yeah, but hell... Deja Vu...
< pout > And i was trying to get something done, last night... i hate being blocked... It damn well better be for a good reason. < /pout > Anyway, still trying to figure out what's causing this miasma of stagnation, and stasis, in regards to metaphysical things. I know that i need to do some art, soon, and that i need to come up with the mental picture of my schedule. But that shouldn't be blocking me, as far as things like energy flows go. Or maybe.. Bah. Inter-connections... If i'm not definite and purposeful in my making them, or re-making them, they'll over-whelm me...
Radiohead - [How to Disappear Completely]--- Have been upping my concentration and memory retention levels, though... And i need food... i need to buy food. I need a place to live... A stable base of operations, as it were... I've probably found a place to live... It seems like a good place... i'll simply have to make it known that i don't want to have to interact with anyone, for as long as it takes me to get my shite together.... It's got a washer and dryer, and it's convenient to school... So now i need a job.. i wonder when i'll be able to actually get a job that interests me, i.e. bookselling, or music-related, based on my qualifications,as a whole, and not simply some stupid application, which is arbitrarily reviewed by someone who has no real sense of what you could bring to a team...
Radiohead - [Treefingers]--- People focus too much on objectivity. When there is complete objectivity, we lose sight of the goal. Same with complete subjectivity... Balance it out, folks.. Quality is the name of the game... But i've gotten very off track, here. See? Subjective.
Radiohead - [Optimistic]--- As i was saying, a stable base of operations will allow me to feel comfortable enough, that i can do all of the things i need to do, without stressing about finding job, house, Lost City of Eldorado, &c. But that seems to be fairly in-hand... Now it's for the job and the car, and i applied at borders (hence the application rant), and i need to fill out some paperwork, at Oglethorpe. When i do that, i've got that Job. Cause i actually talked to the head of on campus security, and he liked me... Well, that and they're despirate... But that's neither here nor there. What got me the job was the talking. And the car thing? Well that's what money's for... Blech...
I hatemoney, sometimes. It makes me want to vomit.... Other than that, i'm off...
Day Dream
< pout > And i was trying to get something done, last night... i hate being blocked... It damn well better be for a good reason. < /pout > Anyway, still trying to figure out what's causing this miasma of stagnation, and stasis, in regards to metaphysical things. I know that i need to do some art, soon, and that i need to come up with the mental picture of my schedule. But that shouldn't be blocking me, as far as things like energy flows go. Or maybe.. Bah. Inter-connections... If i'm not definite and purposeful in my making them, or re-making them, they'll over-whelm me...
Radiohead - [How to Disappear Completely]--- Have been upping my concentration and memory retention levels, though... And i need food... i need to buy food. I need a place to live... A stable base of operations, as it were... I've probably found a place to live... It seems like a good place... i'll simply have to make it known that i don't want to have to interact with anyone, for as long as it takes me to get my shite together.... It's got a washer and dryer, and it's convenient to school... So now i need a job.. i wonder when i'll be able to actually get a job that interests me, i.e. bookselling, or music-related, based on my qualifications,as a whole, and not simply some stupid application, which is arbitrarily reviewed by someone who has no real sense of what you could bring to a team...
Radiohead - [Treefingers]--- People focus too much on objectivity. When there is complete objectivity, we lose sight of the goal. Same with complete subjectivity... Balance it out, folks.. Quality is the name of the game... But i've gotten very off track, here. See? Subjective.
Radiohead - [Optimistic]--- As i was saying, a stable base of operations will allow me to feel comfortable enough, that i can do all of the things i need to do, without stressing about finding job, house, Lost City of Eldorado, &c. But that seems to be fairly in-hand... Now it's for the job and the car, and i applied at borders (hence the application rant), and i need to fill out some paperwork, at Oglethorpe. When i do that, i've got that Job. Cause i actually talked to the head of on campus security, and he liked me... Well, that and they're despirate... But that's neither here nor there. What got me the job was the talking. And the car thing? Well that's what money's for... Blech...
I hatemoney, sometimes. It makes me want to vomit.... Other than that, i'm off...
Day Dream
