wolven7 | Motivations

Interpol - [Evil]--- I do nice things for people because it makes me feel good. I also know that I feel good when I give things to people, and when i Get things from people. It's good times. So why do I expect reciprocity?

No matter what I do, there will always be a part of me that wants recognition for a good deed done, and will want that returned. (A Perfect Circle - [Vanishing]). I can't be annonymously altruistic, it seems, which is... Well, that's me.

I also realised that I'm mean to people, or seek to make them uncomfortable, because it makes me feel good in a completely different way. I like bringing out a certain range of personality, in people, if I can. I like... seeing a lot of things, in a person...

Tori Amos - [Assholes Are Cheap Today (live)]--- So... I think I need more coffee and food, before this can have any kind of actual point.

Nine Pound Hammer - [Chicken Hi, Chicken Lo]--- This brought to you by the wonderous generosity of people, last night, and a dream I had, last night, of someone finally receiving the gift I ordered for them, and their potential reactions thereto. *sigh*

Good morning. I'm kind of fucked up, and spaced out.

Duke Ellington & John Coltrane - [In a Sentimental Mood]--- Did some will work, last night, and some meditation, bringing certain goals into more clear alignment. I imagined everyone and everything as strings that were elongated points, and strummed them all to help them find their perfect particular resonance. I helped them connect up in a grand orchestra of sound and motivation, not getting along, not "Harmonious" but in harmony. Things at Variance and Discord, because it's the only real way to make any kind of music. I connected the strings and the lines to each other, so that there would be an understanding of each thing. An experiement, for the new year, starting it off, right.

MC Paul Barman - [Anarchist Bookstore, Pt. 2 (w/ MF Doom)]--- Observe and interpret, in no less than one word.