Un. Fortunate. Events.
Nov. 5th, 2007 06:12 pmWhat hurts the most is when your own department doesn't believe in you enough to listen to what you're saying to them.
"I want to do this. This is important to me. Tell me what I need to do to make this happen."
"I think this project is too ambitious, too broad, too much for a master's thesis."
"This is the project I want to do; here, at the heart of it, is what is important to me. This Thing, That I Am Explaining To You Right Now. Tell Me. What Needs To Happen. To Get This Done."
"I think this project is too ambitious, too broad, too much for a master's thesis."
"Here, see, I've narrowed it, I've modified it to the best of my ability with the input you've given me, thus far. What needs to happen, to get this done."
"You know, no student I've ever known has done this in as little time as you're attempting."
"... You mean a year and a half? Because that's how long I've been attempting this. The basic fact of the matter is that I've been working on this project for a Very long time, and No One Has Really Been Working With Me. Is that how little time you mean?"
". . ."
Because I didn't actually say that last part, and I'm spending my Considerable self control on making sure that I don't.
Apparently I will not be graduating, this semester.
If you'll pardon me, I need to go drink, now.
"I want to do this. This is important to me. Tell me what I need to do to make this happen."
"I think this project is too ambitious, too broad, too much for a master's thesis."
"This is the project I want to do; here, at the heart of it, is what is important to me. This Thing, That I Am Explaining To You Right Now. Tell Me. What Needs To Happen. To Get This Done."
"I think this project is too ambitious, too broad, too much for a master's thesis."
"Here, see, I've narrowed it, I've modified it to the best of my ability with the input you've given me, thus far. What needs to happen, to get this done."
"You know, no student I've ever known has done this in as little time as you're attempting."
"... You mean a year and a half? Because that's how long I've been attempting this. The basic fact of the matter is that I've been working on this project for a Very long time, and No One Has Really Been Working With Me. Is that how little time you mean?"
". . ."
Because I didn't actually say that last part, and I'm spending my Considerable self control on making sure that I don't.
Apparently I will not be graduating, this semester.
If you'll pardon me, I need to go drink, now.
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Date: 2007-11-05 11:27 pm (UTC)Im sorry about that....stupid ppl
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Date: 2007-11-05 11:48 pm (UTC)Sometimes the establishment sucks, and academe sucks, but we find ways around the system...that is how we survive and hopefully, foster new directions that scare the heck out of the establishment...
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Date: 2007-11-05 11:57 pm (UTC)If nothing else, go blow stuff up in the name of Guy Fawkes Day. :)
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Date: 2007-11-06 03:46 am (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2007-11-06 05:05 am (UTC)can i help?
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Date: 2007-11-06 05:30 am (UTC)you should get very drunk, write them several angry letters, then mail it to them when you get everything you want done.
it'll happen. I have faith.
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Date: 2007-11-06 05:46 am (UTC)