wolven7 | "Trying to remember words, failing in the snow. Strained against the new bed boards, screaming as we

Hamsters & Wumpscut - [The Hamster Dance (Undead Mix)]--- So i don't know if i've made note of it, or not, dure to fear of reprisal, or upheaval, or whathave you, people saying things like "Oh gods, even me?!" Well, maybe not you, but enough of the outlying areas to be a nuisance. (Ass Ponys - [Little Bastard]). Immaturity. That's what i'm talking about, for those wondering. There's a huge influx of it, in those around me. Immaturity, and unrequite, and dissatisfaction, without drive to do a damn thing about it. Well... ok... that last one isn't new... But the rest are at least new enough to be irritating.

Jump Little Children - [Come out Clean]--- So i'm working towards fixing it, somehow. I've also been finding more and more tricksters, around. Not "surprising", really, more along the lines of Note-Worthy. Everyone i know seems to be finding some trickster aspect, with whom to identify. But some of them seem to have lost their way, just as much... or maybe it's all my shifting perspectives, and facets... Smooth jewels are rarely interesting... But whatever.

Skinny Puppy - [Morter]--- "...and she'll End, and the World Ends." But that's neither here nor there, now is it? Or is it? I don't really know anymore.. all i know, right now is that i need a car, i want the Douglas house, and i can't wait for school to start again. Focus on something other than the petty shite, around me. Having a way to learn the things i want to learn, without the rest of the world thinking they can intrude, simply because i'm not in a class room, or a lecture hall. My home is my lecture hall, gods damn it. My mind is my class room. Let me read, in peace.

VNV Nation - [Darkangel (Azrael)]--- Fuck it. Petty gripe. Not the larger problem. I'll get to that, later, i'm sure.. But until then, i'll fix the smaller things, so they don't become bigger, and i'll set smaller control fires, to stave off the larger blaze, until i can get to it, and turn it into a Driving Fire. I love the act of transformation. Creation and Destruction are One, when you Transform or transmute something... It's the same kind of Soul Licking, Mind Fucking experience i look for in people...

I need, in others, the ability to Change, to Adapt. To take away everything that seems to be the Truth, on the outside, and still, at the CORE, retain the Spark that is Their Truth, that has always been there... And to have whatever they wear, on top of it, focus, enhance, not Obscure that Spark.. That Truth... Let the facets show the Jewel, and let the Jewel be known for what it truly is... Unique, True, and Whole, No matter the covering...

Eminem - [Squaredance]--- I'd ask that you think about what i've written, here, and try to understand it, but that would be redundant, hypocritical, and unnecessary. So, other than that, i'll be back, later.

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