wolven7 | Purging.

SSDD. There's so very little different. Except that this isn't angst. It's depression. I want to go out, and be with people, and talk, and not worry about the fact that i'm out f here, tomorrow. That i'm not going to have a computer, for a while, or a way to get online. Or to school. I want that to not be TRUE, first off... Then i want to not have to focus on it. A Job, would be nice.

I'm not going to be able to talk to certain friends and family. I won't be able to work on any of my stories. I won't be posting much, here. Shit Is Sucking... My brain is wanting to implode,a nd i want to scream, oh so very loudly... Seeing as that would wake up the neighbors, and the roomates, have a string of obscenities, followed by gibberish:

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And i'm done. I want to be able to deal with the pressure, so i put more and more on myself, and allow myself to get more and more, so my tolerances will be higher, but i never seem to get the old levels, after i raise my tolerances. All i get is upped antes. Somebody's gotta fold, here. And i'm affraid it's going to be me...

Burning Towers, in My Mind.

Dream.