Re-calibration: Test 2

[wolven7]

External excitement engaged. mech_angel and lord_of_smoking and I went to a party. Always good to see old friends. Not so good to see old... something else's. Not bad, mind you, but never the best.

People do change, don't they? It's not the case that they simply disappear, change, and you don't connect. There is always something there of the person you knew, and you make a choice. You say to yourself, do I want to know this person, anymore? Or with everything i knew then, and can see now, do I no longer want to try? And you make a choice. I know that, now. At least, I know that's what i do.

Kisumi and Jacosa Kato: seen, engaged pleasantly, introduced, etc.

Stephen Sheldon. Seen, introduced. Sara Gregory. Seen, introduced. Awkward, how pleased they were to see me, and how... confused I was to see them. Different strands of pleasant and unpleasant, I was happy to see, yes. Lots of old memories.

Processing. Sub-processing.

There was mud wrestling, and that was a pleasant thing to see. Always fun to see the torch of debauchery carried on in the younger and standard generations. somnium was there, though not in the mud, when we left.

Now I need to think, and i need to eat.

Ta.

Comments

[misanthropic1.livejournal.com]

People do change, don't they? It's not the case that they simply disappear, change, and you don't connect. There is always something there of the person you knew, and you make a choice. You say to yourself, do I want to know this person, anymore? Or with everything i knew then, and can see now, do I no longer want to try? And you make a choice. I know that, now. At least, I know that's what i do.

thankyou for this wolven. it has calmed me and will shortly result in an entry on my livejournal.

[wolven.livejournal.com]

You're welcome.