LOVE ME!!!!!!
Jun. 27th, 2002 01:34 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
wolven7I've been feeling unvalidated, recently. This, coupled with my recent attempts at self-sufficiency, has caused the schism upon which I have, earlier this evening, expounded. I haven't had much by way of people telling me that they like having me around, and seeing my face. Now, what did i say, before? I said that, when i felt like i didn't want to be around people, they would flock to me, and when i DID, it would feel like there was no one around. Feh and Fuck and Bugger and Blast. I'm an idiot.
So perhaps you've been wondering about me. Perhaps you've been wondering what's been keeping me from being home, nights. Well, there's been a lot going on, here at Chateau du Wolven. People dying, and nearly so. Plans coming together, and plans going to hell. Me getting drunk and telling people things that, i know, will not make their lives any easier. Me throwing up on someone's front walk. Most recently, personal illness from Waffle House food. Birthdays, celebrations, relationships (obviously not my own), and various other sundry articles that compose the things called "Life." Dreaming, as always. More and more interesting, to be sure.
For instance, last night i dreamed that i was in a conglomeration of the house in which i slept, and my grandparent's house, in DC. There was a girl who was slight, and somewhat bookish-looking, with black hair that came to the bottoms of her ears. She was/reminded me of the girl who was "Beloved of The Beast" in the "X" tv series, movie, and comics (there, her name was Satsuki Yatouji). She was talking to me about the fact that she liked to play with technology, and that she was really good at it, but that she didn't have a name. She needed a name. I then read an X-Men comic, about the birth of Nightcrawler, and, as he was laying in some sort of bassinet, this ghostly female form comes out of his body. Its name was Technology, and it was the Girl, i had been talking to. Then it went to some bits about me playing video games, in a conglomeration of the Movie Theater, the bar i dreamt of, a few months ago, and some other places in DC. I was playing a fighting game, based upon the animé "Trigun." It was interesting. Other dreams, less remembered, as the toll of the past few days is being taken upon my poor brain functions.
So i believe that i shall bid you all a fond "fair thee well," and retire to my own bed. Good Night.
Dream Well
So perhaps you've been wondering about me. Perhaps you've been wondering what's been keeping me from being home, nights. Well, there's been a lot going on, here at Chateau du Wolven. People dying, and nearly so. Plans coming together, and plans going to hell. Me getting drunk and telling people things that, i know, will not make their lives any easier. Me throwing up on someone's front walk. Most recently, personal illness from Waffle House food. Birthdays, celebrations, relationships (obviously not my own), and various other sundry articles that compose the things called "Life." Dreaming, as always. More and more interesting, to be sure.
For instance, last night i dreamed that i was in a conglomeration of the house in which i slept, and my grandparent's house, in DC. There was a girl who was slight, and somewhat bookish-looking, with black hair that came to the bottoms of her ears. She was/reminded me of the girl who was "Beloved of The Beast" in the "X" tv series, movie, and comics (there, her name was Satsuki Yatouji). She was talking to me about the fact that she liked to play with technology, and that she was really good at it, but that she didn't have a name. She needed a name. I then read an X-Men comic, about the birth of Nightcrawler, and, as he was laying in some sort of bassinet, this ghostly female form comes out of his body. Its name was Technology, and it was the Girl, i had been talking to. Then it went to some bits about me playing video games, in a conglomeration of the Movie Theater, the bar i dreamt of, a few months ago, and some other places in DC. I was playing a fighting game, based upon the animé "Trigun." It was interesting. Other dreams, less remembered, as the toll of the past few days is being taken upon my poor brain functions.
So i believe that i shall bid you all a fond "fair thee well," and retire to my own bed. Good Night.
Dream Well
Hyperventilating
Re: Hyperventilating
Date: 2002-06-30 01:39 pm (UTC)