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wolven7Carpathian Forest - [The Eclipse - The Raven]--- I have this burning desire to watch "The Prophecy." I saw it in best buy, when i bought the "Donnie Darko: Director's Cut," and "Omen: Special Edition." But "The Prophecy" was more than either of them, so i couldn't justify it... Damn thing... Next paycheck, however, it's totally on.
I had to explain, again, about the fact that "The Omen" came out 6 years before i was born, and was Well Known, around the world, by the time i was born. (Attrition - [Two Gods Are Better Than One]). The Name Damien means "Tamer," in the Greek, and "Bringer of the Dark," in the Irish Gaelic. My mother was going to name me "Dennis," but thought better of it, upon remembering "Dennis the Menace."
Think about this.
I say these things, with tongue planted partially in cheek (yours or mine?), because... there's something There. There are strings, connections, synchronicities, and hindsight Is 20/20, and has many different lenses through which to be viewed. The problem, here, is that i've seen them all. All of the "coincidences," all of the "happenstance," and i've seen the hands of people and family influence and direct my life. Choices made, and information given, at just the right time? Nudging, helping, urging me along certain paths. Never forcing. Always choices. My family provided me with informations, so that i might make informed choices, toward my life.
Primus - [My Name Is Mud]--- My parents have been Good parents. They have been the angel and devil on my shoulders, my Wire and Carpeted monkies, my nature and my nurture. Never purely one or the other; always combinations, with eddies and leanings, deeper, thicker folds of certain flavours, over others, but never Black and White. And i believe that everything they have done for me, in my life, they have done with a larger goal in mind. Whether what I and They or even the Two of them think that goal has been match up isn't important. I think that they felt something better, and that's good, because i feel the same about them, and my entire family... That they're there, for a reason, that they have Things to do.
It's weird, and really self-conscious/-centred, but, whenever a family member dies, a part of me feels like it's because they don't have anything else to teach, here, physically...
mc chris - [mynameis]--- This isn't really going anywhere. Prophecy runs in my family. Visions, dreams, thoughts and works. My mother's aunt, my great aunt, does crochet. She weaves yarn, and makes things, for her family... Just things i think about my family.
Every single day i have this feeling like i've done that day before, like things are coming around, fast, and if Ka isn't a wheel, it can still be said that time is everywhere, because time Is, is the ultimate in subjectivity. Dissect that. (OhGr - [Devil]). It's there, and i see it, and some others do, too, and it's all Trite, now, about how "things are moving faster." Toward WHAT? the skeptics rightly ask. And the answer is a Choice and a Change. And every day that i get a feeling of Deja Vu, i feel a little sad, as if we keep making the wrong choices, even if we're not doing it on This planet, this plane, this whatever, and i Know it. I know that we're fucking it up...
Every deja vu, every prophetic dream, every vision of which a friend tells, i take as an opportunity to do it better, make it right, build it up...
Deadsy - [Flowing Glower]--- I feel like carving symbols of blockage and entry onto my thresholds, and building gateways to new (old) worlds, with alchemical and magical systems, i make, myself. Like i could reach through the Air and grab the Pope, pull him here, and talk to him, no, never mind the symbols and the Wards. I feel like breaking Rules, because the Rules need Updating. Rather, the Understandings of the Rules, by Those who Enforce them, need updating. Because we've hit a point where we aren't understanding each other, any more, and we need to choose a pathway, better suited.
Thee are many things i think about, all the time, and this is Politicking, and i hate it. It's occult, and you may not understand it, but it's so much Bullshit, tied up with string, and people want power, pure 'n' simple. And if Infinity is real, then Everyone gets All of The power.
I'm out.
I had to explain, again, about the fact that "The Omen" came out 6 years before i was born, and was Well Known, around the world, by the time i was born. (Attrition - [Two Gods Are Better Than One]). The Name Damien means "Tamer," in the Greek, and "Bringer of the Dark," in the Irish Gaelic. My mother was going to name me "Dennis," but thought better of it, upon remembering "Dennis the Menace."
Think about this.
I say these things, with tongue planted partially in cheek (yours or mine?), because... there's something There. There are strings, connections, synchronicities, and hindsight Is 20/20, and has many different lenses through which to be viewed. The problem, here, is that i've seen them all. All of the "coincidences," all of the "happenstance," and i've seen the hands of people and family influence and direct my life. Choices made, and information given, at just the right time? Nudging, helping, urging me along certain paths. Never forcing. Always choices. My family provided me with informations, so that i might make informed choices, toward my life.
Primus - [My Name Is Mud]--- My parents have been Good parents. They have been the angel and devil on my shoulders, my Wire and Carpeted monkies, my nature and my nurture. Never purely one or the other; always combinations, with eddies and leanings, deeper, thicker folds of certain flavours, over others, but never Black and White. And i believe that everything they have done for me, in my life, they have done with a larger goal in mind. Whether what I and They or even the Two of them think that goal has been match up isn't important. I think that they felt something better, and that's good, because i feel the same about them, and my entire family... That they're there, for a reason, that they have Things to do.
It's weird, and really self-conscious/-centred, but, whenever a family member dies, a part of me feels like it's because they don't have anything else to teach, here, physically...
mc chris - [mynameis]--- This isn't really going anywhere. Prophecy runs in my family. Visions, dreams, thoughts and works. My mother's aunt, my great aunt, does crochet. She weaves yarn, and makes things, for her family... Just things i think about my family.
Every single day i have this feeling like i've done that day before, like things are coming around, fast, and if Ka isn't a wheel, it can still be said that time is everywhere, because time Is, is the ultimate in subjectivity. Dissect that. (OhGr - [Devil]). It's there, and i see it, and some others do, too, and it's all Trite, now, about how "things are moving faster." Toward WHAT? the skeptics rightly ask. And the answer is a Choice and a Change. And every day that i get a feeling of Deja Vu, i feel a little sad, as if we keep making the wrong choices, even if we're not doing it on This planet, this plane, this whatever, and i Know it. I know that we're fucking it up...
Every deja vu, every prophetic dream, every vision of which a friend tells, i take as an opportunity to do it better, make it right, build it up...
Deadsy - [Flowing Glower]--- I feel like carving symbols of blockage and entry onto my thresholds, and building gateways to new (old) worlds, with alchemical and magical systems, i make, myself. Like i could reach through the Air and grab the Pope, pull him here, and talk to him, no, never mind the symbols and the Wards. I feel like breaking Rules, because the Rules need Updating. Rather, the Understandings of the Rules, by Those who Enforce them, need updating. Because we've hit a point where we aren't understanding each other, any more, and we need to choose a pathway, better suited.
Thee are many things i think about, all the time, and this is Politicking, and i hate it. It's occult, and you may not understand it, but it's so much Bullshit, tied up with string, and people want power, pure 'n' simple. And if Infinity is real, then Everyone gets All of The power.
I'm out.
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Date: 2005-02-21 05:43 am (UTC)Do all of it. All that comes, as if it were a reflexive response to something shown/felt. Because shit *is* moving so quickly it needs to be reflex, or it'll be lost. The butterfly will have flapped it's wings, mated and died.
You can keep up. ;)
Sponge - [Plowed]
"It's easy, there's a trick to it." Yeah...
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Date: 2005-02-21 01:27 pm (UTC)interesting typo, that.
too much "thinking," reckons i.
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Quite possibly....