Things or "Why Won't You Talk To Me?!"
Dec. 5th, 2004 11:52 pmToday could find you feeling revved up and energized, WOLVEN. You might not know what to do with yourself, but you'll feel like doing something. The energies of the day are heightening powers of introspection and inspiration. You may have a personal revelation about something in your life, and this insight could bring you much joy. Try to capture the wisdom that is unfolding for you by writing it down or telling a loved one about it.
OhGr - [WaTergaTe]--- Everyone seems to be contemplating their places in things, recently, and the lack of depth, in certain areas. Not really bemoaning, simply considering. And that bitterly amuses me. Feeling like you have a part to play that no one else wants to, so it falls to you, and you're left as the responsible one while everyone else dances dances dances toward their doom; hiding their eyes, and "twirling toward freedom," as Kang would say. Well, i won't say the other four words, but let's just say i've been there.
A Clockwork Orange - [Suicide Scherzo (Ninth Symphony, Second Movement - Abridged)]--- Everything comes around, in the end. Everyone walks their ways, and finds everything, but what it means, when they find it, and how they integrate it, or leave it to die in the gutter is what distinguishes one of us from another.
No, a lot of times you people don't post on the things on which i'd really like your thoughts and ideas. The deep, speculative, or maybe just long-winded ramblings, into metaphysical quandries. Maybe it's because you don't have the time, or maybe you don't know what to say. Maybe you really just Don't Care. (OhGr - [ShiTe]). Whatever. Because sometimes you do post. Sometimes you say wonderful insightful things to me, and each other, and sometimes you even talk about them in your own journals.
When you say those things, they make me smile, and i like it. I like when you peel away a few layers, to reveal a cold hard vulnerability, and a glinting edge of soft tissue. I like it when i can see your layers...
You letting me dive through the puddles and oceans of your thoughts sometimes makes the filler all worth it.
Later.
OhGr - [WaTergaTe]--- Everyone seems to be contemplating their places in things, recently, and the lack of depth, in certain areas. Not really bemoaning, simply considering. And that bitterly amuses me. Feeling like you have a part to play that no one else wants to, so it falls to you, and you're left as the responsible one while everyone else dances dances dances toward their doom; hiding their eyes, and "twirling toward freedom," as Kang would say. Well, i won't say the other four words, but let's just say i've been there.
A Clockwork Orange - [Suicide Scherzo (Ninth Symphony, Second Movement - Abridged)]--- Everything comes around, in the end. Everyone walks their ways, and finds everything, but what it means, when they find it, and how they integrate it, or leave it to die in the gutter is what distinguishes one of us from another.
No, a lot of times you people don't post on the things on which i'd really like your thoughts and ideas. The deep, speculative, or maybe just long-winded ramblings, into metaphysical quandries. Maybe it's because you don't have the time, or maybe you don't know what to say. Maybe you really just Don't Care. (OhGr - [ShiTe]). Whatever. Because sometimes you do post. Sometimes you say wonderful insightful things to me, and each other, and sometimes you even talk about them in your own journals.
When you say those things, they make me smile, and i like it. I like when you peel away a few layers, to reveal a cold hard vulnerability, and a glinting edge of soft tissue. I like it when i can see your layers...
You letting me dive through the puddles and oceans of your thoughts sometimes makes the filler all worth it.
Later.
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Date: 2004-12-05 08:54 pm (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2004-12-05 09:01 pm (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2004-12-05 10:35 pm (UTC)no subject
And it's good to have a sense of humour, sick though it may be.
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Date: 2004-12-06 08:08 am (UTC)Or at least it seems so. Specially the first year of my LJ.
It just doesn't feel right nowadays. I don't know enough.
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Date: 2004-12-06 01:21 pm (UTC)no subject
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