Love and romance are very much on your mind, WOLVEN. Even if you are single, you can't help but think about how nice it would be to have someone special (and permanent!) in your life. For those of you married, folk, this is a time to tell one another how much you appreciate each other. No one is served by taking one another for granted. Today, celebrate your partnership in a very special way.
Voltaire - [Ravens Land]--- On my mind, all the time.
Had a great day of hanging out with
electroncat, today. We had long conversations about things done, and things thought. She reminded me that the times when you doubt yourself are most likely the times when you'll fuck things up. As i said, to her, i guess it's lucky that i don't ever try to Do anyhting, in my moments of self-doubt. It's like that line, from Bill Nye, the Science Guy: "Paralysed by Self-Doubt!" When it gets me, it's got me. The trick, now, is to stop letting it get me. (Moxy Früvous - [The Drinking Song]). By the way,
electroncat, i forgot to tell you, i think it's Very important to have the people who work to things one person at a time. That's just not for me. ;) Sweeping change, that's what i need.
I didn't get to talk to
mech_angel, today, and that makes me sad. But i'll talk to her, soon. Talk to her about lots of things. :)
Workings are forthcoming.
Dream Well
{1.59am: The Police - [King of Pain]--- I also meant to say, i've done some terrible things, in my time, and i've hurt a lot of people, in the doing of them. Rather, i've caused a lot of people to be hurt. There's not much i've done to people, directly, so much as i've facilitated them doing to themselves. But that doesn't make me less responsible, simply less at fault.
But i'm not sorry, for what i did. I'm somewhat sorry for the pain i caused, and the turmoil it wreaked. (The Dresden Dolls - [Girl Anachronism]). But i've seen the things that have come out of them, out of the pain, and the sorrow, and how people have grown. And i'm not sorry for that, at all. Maybe that makes me an asshole. Maybe it makes me sound like a self-righteous prick, but it's the way i feel.
There are some things i've done for which i am genuinely sorry, about the pain they've caused. But they aren't many. I don't have any regrets, and i would never take any of it back. If only because they've all led me here. And, despite all the shite, and the pain, I like where, who, and what i am; and i like what you all are, too... (Polaris - [She Is Staggering]). And all that that implies.
Good night.}
Voltaire - [Ravens Land]--- On my mind, all the time.
Had a great day of hanging out with
I didn't get to talk to
Workings are forthcoming.
Dream Well
{1.59am: The Police - [King of Pain]--- I also meant to say, i've done some terrible things, in my time, and i've hurt a lot of people, in the doing of them. Rather, i've caused a lot of people to be hurt. There's not much i've done to people, directly, so much as i've facilitated them doing to themselves. But that doesn't make me less responsible, simply less at fault.
But i'm not sorry, for what i did. I'm somewhat sorry for the pain i caused, and the turmoil it wreaked. (The Dresden Dolls - [Girl Anachronism]). But i've seen the things that have come out of them, out of the pain, and the sorrow, and how people have grown. And i'm not sorry for that, at all. Maybe that makes me an asshole. Maybe it makes me sound like a self-righteous prick, but it's the way i feel.
There are some things i've done for which i am genuinely sorry, about the pain they've caused. But they aren't many. I don't have any regrets, and i would never take any of it back. If only because they've all led me here. And, despite all the shite, and the pain, I like where, who, and what i am; and i like what you all are, too... (Polaris - [She Is Staggering]). And all that that implies.
Good night.}
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Date: 2004-11-14 11:28 pm (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2004-11-15 10:46 pm (UTC)I want to maintain the status quo.
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