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Rasputina - [You Don't Own Me]--- If you trust me (two different links there), then do you know what i plan to do with the world? What i am doing with the world, in slow degrees? (Interpol - [Obstacle 2]). If you don't know, do you want to, or have you been deliberately not paying attention?

If you Do know, do you think/feel/believe i can do it?

Do you want to help?

These are the important questions. Just so i know where we stand. I don't want to stand completely alone, and, many times, i feel like i am. But that's all weird and Messianic-sounding, and that's not what i'm going for, here: Simply put, i want to open, enlighten, and change the world, and i think i can. (Chris Ward - [Hesh Wants Some Sex]). I think that everyone else can, too, but you should damn well know that, by now. I think that you all can, and i believe in you to do so...

I trust each of you to do what you're going to do, at the very least, and i trust many of you to search for and be true to yourselves, above all else. (Deadsy - [Itsy Bitsy Titsy Girl]). And that's important, to me, more than most things. I trust a few of you with my lives, and i trust one of you with utterly everything that i am, no distinctions, no regrets, no matter how much that may initially discomfort. Trust is strange, that way. So i want to know, if you want to know, if you know what i want.

Jack Off Jill - [Covet& Angel's Fuck (Live)]--- And i wonder, in there, if, in the knowing, some of the trust would go away? Sometimes it does. Sometimes it strengthens. We'll just have to see.

I await.

{12.27am:Darkest of the Hillside Thickets - [Mathsong]--- And let it be stated: If you don't trust me, That's cool, too. The other questions still apply.}

Date: 2004-11-09 08:39 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] unknownbinaries.livejournal.com
I think...Our goals, if they're not the same, intertwine well. So, again, yes. Because I keep thinking of all the difficulty we have, in getting things Together, and that if the Universe is that against us being together, well, then we must have something for it to fear. And change can be scary. ;)

Date: 2004-11-09 08:45 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wolven.livejournal.com
My thoughts, exactly. But is that a yes, to all questions pertaining to knowledge andd help? ^_^

Date: 2004-11-09 08:49 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] unknownbinaries.livejournal.com
That was to the belief in your goals. But I've never turned down knowledge, that I remember.

Date: 2004-11-09 08:52 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wolven.livejournal.com
And that's why (one of the many reasons) I love you.

Date: 2004-11-10 03:35 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] missmeganmaude.livejournal.com
I have an idea of what you're after with the world... I'm not entirely certain of it all though. I would like to know more about it, of course. And I'm sure knowing would only serve to strengthen my trust in you. Helping is another matter entirely as I will only commit myself to goals in which I truly believe. Knowing only as much as I do, I cannot say for certain, although I suspect I would be happy to help in the end.

Date: 2004-11-10 03:37 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] missmeganmaude.livejournal.com
Oh yes, and I truly believe that you, my dear, can do anything you put your mind to including this ultimate manipulation of the world.

Date: 2004-11-10 06:20 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wolven.livejournal.com
That's very good to know. Thank you, for your honesty, here. :)

Date: 2004-11-10 06:20 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wolven.livejournal.com
And thank you, for that. The same goes for you. :)

Date: 2004-11-10 07:09 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] okkitten.livejournal.com
Yes. Let me try to put it in the simplest terms as I did with my demonstration of trust. When I write about things, they've either happened or I believe they will or could. Sure some aspects may be fictional and that may be the label slapped on it, but in my head, it's real. So let me remind you once again, that you are, whether largely or just as one man trying to fix things, controlling the universe. I trust you to do that and I will help you whenever you ask.

Date: 2004-11-10 07:21 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] a3rdwayproject.livejournal.com
I trust you:)
And yes I think I do know what you want to do. I dont really need to know the details, and in many ways I think the reason we dont talk much is that there is too much resonance between what we do. I need to be sitting on the edge watching the universe with as few filters as I can afford and still remain conscious. But to me, its all about everyone finding their way to the heart of it.

It makes me happy to know you have a path, that you found it yourself, that you built your boots and earned your blisters. That you get up each day and you have a better reason for living than to simply be there tomorrow when you wake up.

And I hope, that one, many or all of us succeed.

-sam

Date: 2004-11-10 08:10 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] raoin.livejournal.com
ok, so patrick's not with me right now, so i cant vouch for him, but i personally think you can do anything you god damn well want to. and if you do take over the world i plan to help, or at least cheer you on - since i cant think of anything i could actually do to help - except maybe do paper-work. that'd be kick ass. paper work for the new world leader... plus then i wouldnt have to keep looking for an employer that i actually like.

Date: 2004-11-10 08:02 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wolven.livejournal.com
*Bows* Thank you. You are welcome to help, whenever you want. It's a great way to blow off steam.

Date: 2004-11-10 08:05 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wolven.livejournal.com
I think you are very right, there. We're a lot alike, in our methods, and goals, and that, in this case, cuts out a lot of the need for discussion. I know that a lot of what you need is peace, from which to watch things work, to re-realise how to integrate yourself and work with it all, and i think that you realise that i need to know, from time to time, that there are others, out there, like me. It seems to be at a lot of those times that you choose to write.

One day, all of us will succeed. And that will be a very interesting day.

Date: 2004-11-10 08:07 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wolven.livejournal.com
This is very true. You just gotta remember: I'm not keeping the world. I only want to take it over, for a little while, and then give it back to itself, in an egalitarian, true democracy. IF people can't deal with giving up power, there's gonna be issues...

Date: 2004-11-10 10:18 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tribeofone.livejournal.com
I fall asleep on your couch with out asking. I awaken to the knowledge that there will be coffee. If I awaken on your couch, and suddenly there is no coffee, I will beging to worry.

Date: 2004-11-11 12:09 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wolven.livejournal.com
No coffee, no one there, and a strange Beeping.

Trusting the Wolf

Date: 2004-11-14 01:22 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] momentai.livejournal.com
I have a vague idea of what you want to do with the World. Gathered from conversations at your parties and reading some posts here in LJ, I have a general idea. I am less clear on what you are currently doing regarding your manipulation of interweaving world events. Yes, I am very much interested in what this plan is and what you are currently doing. I haven't asked b/c I always get the feeling that you are hesitant to talk about the Plan in detail. If that's the case, or part of it, I don't necessarily want all your details, just a clear understanding. I do want to discuss this with you, but we never seem to have the chance, or we do but it does not come up. Anyway, I want to know what's up. Do I believe that you can do it?

Sure, in a general sense, and b/c I have no reason to doubt you, I think you can succeed. However, that's not good enough for me. I want to beleive in you, and anyone else, but I would like good reason to. I don't know much about you or your thoughts, feelings, beliefs. I catch glimpses, hear whispers, but I am certain of nothing pertaining to you and that bothers me. I want to know what I am believing in so I can give it my full support and attention. As of now, I can't care one way or the other about your plan b/c it is so much mumbo-jumbo to me.

I hear about magic, prophecy, space-time, dimensions, whatever, and it really means nothing to me b/c I wasn't raised around it. I have not been exposed to it in any intimate manner. I can only accept in a general, equivacol, sort of way. I have no reason to disbelieve, so I believe, but I have no reason to believe except for having no reason to disbelieve. Understand that? All things being equal, I am willing to allow you to think what you want b/c it doesn't effect me.

I can do whatever I do tomorrow and what will your plan do to stop me? I have no knowledge of the plan or of you, yet I want that knowledge. I want the plan, I want you, to matter to me beyond a fleeting, Love Thy Neighbor sort of way. Once I get that personal understanding, then can I truly believe or disbeleive. Then I can truly desire or disdain to help the Plan. As of now, its all Whatever to me, I'm going to bed. I apologize for being inarticulate, but I am out of practice as far as expressing deep thought goes.

Anyway, I do in fact trust you. I introduced myself to you for a reason as yet to be explained to/by me. You were revealed to me on 3 seperate occassions for reasons yet to be explained to/by me. That means s/t to me in of itself and I want answers for it. You now ask these questions of me about your future and the world and your plan and my trust in you and said plan. To me, that means I have to stick around, if only to gain what I am looking for. Yet, I don't want to hinder or harm or disrupt anyone or anything. I have no idea what use I could/would be to you or if I even spoke to you that day to do so. It's all so confusing, but it gives me s/t to think about . Anyway, I think I am about to ramble, so there are your answers.

Re: Trusting the Wolf

Date: 2004-11-14 07:31 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wolven.livejournal.com
I'll put it down to one phrase: If my plan succeeds, everyone and thing on this planet will be better suited to using the tools at their disposal, to understand and deal with themselves.

People will realise what they Can do, fully, not just in some academic way, and will be able to make their choice, of what they want, with that full knowledge.

And you weren't inarticulate. Quite the opposite, in fact.
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