Never would i ever....
Apr. 10th, 2002 02:02 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
wolven7VNV Nation - [Darkangel (Azrael)]--- Want to know everything, all the tyme. i want to know what want to know, when i want to know it. Because i'm spoiled. i hate uncertainty. Making my decisions, based upon insufficient data has never appealed to me. It has always seemed to me to be a Bad Idea. And i hate wearing the Bad Idea Pants. So i try to know as much as i can, in any given situation. And it causes me pain. Frustration, more to the point. And i hate being Frustrated.
As it stands, there are some things i would have liked to have known, about... Hmm... 4 hours ago, and it would have given me a lot more to go with. But i didn't, so i didn't. And now i have to go with what i have. Oh well. Tell me things, people. If your life is in any way, or shape, or form directly connected to mine, then TELL ME THINGS. Especially if i'm a principle party in the conflict/decision/uncertainty. Whatever. Anyway.
The Wesley Willis Fiasco - [He's Doing Time In Jail]--- i still feel kind of dead inside. There's nothing for me to decide, except to keep breathing. And that doesn't matter that much, any more, if there's nothing else for me to do, here. i'm planning on making some selfish, "Hey look, i'm alive!" decisions, soon. Like eating the Sun. Or killing Odin... But that's Back Tracking, Isn't it?
Poe - [A Rose Is a Rose]--- i'm thinking, perhaps, i go head and do the Hell Mouth, thing i mentioned, but for different reasons. The Cross Planar, &c., &c. is coming along nicely. i simply want something to Do. This Emptiness is not working out nicely. Zenists be damned. i can Do and Be, at the same tyme. They are not mutually Exclusive. Simply because This Set says that, to achieve something, i must go about some thing a certain way, does not mean that that way is the only way to achieve that goal. There are multiple paths to the Same Destination. And if you like None of them? Make Your Own.
There was a quote that i wanted to use (Slipknot - [Wait and Bleed]), but i forgot what it was. Something that some one said, today. Probably Ness. Who knows. (VNV Nation - [Darkangel (Azrael)]) Maybe something i read... About the Symbol? And the Thing itself? Something in American Gods... Or on TV... Or Jin-Roh.... Something....
Good Nytes. Good Days. Dream Well
Post Script: The One Has Nothing To Do With The Other. My Dead Inside Is Not About Other People. It's ME.
Ta ta,
-W
As it stands, there are some things i would have liked to have known, about... Hmm... 4 hours ago, and it would have given me a lot more to go with. But i didn't, so i didn't. And now i have to go with what i have. Oh well. Tell me things, people. If your life is in any way, or shape, or form directly connected to mine, then TELL ME THINGS. Especially if i'm a principle party in the conflict/decision/uncertainty. Whatever. Anyway.
The Wesley Willis Fiasco - [He's Doing Time In Jail]--- i still feel kind of dead inside. There's nothing for me to decide, except to keep breathing. And that doesn't matter that much, any more, if there's nothing else for me to do, here. i'm planning on making some selfish, "Hey look, i'm alive!" decisions, soon. Like eating the Sun. Or killing Odin... But that's Back Tracking, Isn't it?
Poe - [A Rose Is a Rose]--- i'm thinking, perhaps, i go head and do the Hell Mouth, thing i mentioned, but for different reasons. The Cross Planar, &c., &c. is coming along nicely. i simply want something to Do. This Emptiness is not working out nicely. Zenists be damned. i can Do and Be, at the same tyme. They are not mutually Exclusive. Simply because This Set says that, to achieve something, i must go about some thing a certain way, does not mean that that way is the only way to achieve that goal. There are multiple paths to the Same Destination. And if you like None of them? Make Your Own.
There was a quote that i wanted to use (Slipknot - [Wait and Bleed]), but i forgot what it was. Something that some one said, today. Probably Ness. Who knows. (VNV Nation - [Darkangel (Azrael)]) Maybe something i read... About the Symbol? And the Thing itself? Something in American Gods... Or on TV... Or Jin-Roh.... Something....
Good Nytes. Good Days. Dream Well
Post Script: The One Has Nothing To Do With The Other. My Dead Inside Is Not About Other People. It's ME.
Ta ta,
-W
