Godsfuck and beetlespit curses...

[wolven7]

Tom Waits - [Earth Died Screaming]--- No confidence, at the moment, that i can do anything. No motivation. Games, jobs, school books, moneys, from the government... All need to be arranged, and i'm sitting here whining about it, like a shit, instead of just fucking doing it.

Auf der Maur - [Beast of Honor]--- As i said to mech_angel, a bit ago: I shouldn't be this fucking weak, and if not weak, then this whiny, and petulant, like a spoiled child, handed the means to everything it wants, then complaining about having to USE them, to get anything to happen.

Got what i knew i needed and arranged to get, agreed to things i felt were important to make happen, and now i'm complaining about the way it turned out, like i'm some fucking rank amateur.

Fuck This.

Good Night.

Comments

[unknownbinaries.livejournal.com]

I can't tell you How to deal with it, only that I know you can. So...yeah. *watches brain drool out ear*

Auf der Maur - [I Need I Want I Will]

[wolven.livejournal.com]

Yeah. Fuck it. I'll just do it, and hope not to be too terribly asshole-ish, in the process.

[tribeofone.livejournal.com]

Sounds like the kind of thing that causes me to want to kick my own ass. Well, self discipline is always a good thing in the end.

[wolven.livejournal.com]

Yes, well, that's what determination's for.