Everything on edge...

[wolven7]

I've been rather... raw nevered, recently. Things rubbing the wrong way, simply by virtue of their existing, and i've been in an Oscar Wilde style wit mode, since this morning. ladymerrydeath and i were on the train, when we pull into North Avenue station, and we see, as she put it "Students... *insert portent, here*" To which i reply, without, much thought about it, "Greatest tradgedy of school, you know. The Students." And that set the tone, for the rest of the day's witticisms. There was the remark, in Brit Lit, about the sons of King James: "Henry died of Natural causes; Charles died of steel poisoning."

I've been rather acidic, and, etchingly edged, ever since last night, and i really don't know why. I mean, yeah, there's the general annoyance, at things, and the not knowing how to impliment the change of them (Shut up, i know. However you want that.), but that shouldn't be this sweeping. Or maybe i'm simply getting tired of all of the bullshit. My own, especially. A few days' catharsis, and then to a more balanced, flowing whole, neither too caustic, not too calm... That'd be nice... Back to me, and all. Anywho.

I should probably do some damned studying, as i have a Lot of tests, coming up. One on Thursday, one on Tuesday, and one the Thursday after that. I don't know when my Brit Lit test is, but i'm pretty sure it's soon. So strange. I feel fairly confident, in all of those, and especially so, with some studying, from now, until test time... That said, i really don't want to study, at all, and i want to write, and art. Cause i didn't the other day. Bad me, or some such. Time to organise, and use time efficiently, i guess. Besides, Adult Swim's on in an hour.

Later

Comments

[momentai.livejournal.com]

You really need to find a dojo. Even if you don't particu;ary care for the style you find, just get somewhere where you can have regular access to controlled violence. Or have a fund raiser so you can buy your own makiwara boards and punching bags.

I got like a dollar with your name on it.

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[wolven.livejournal.com]

Yeah, well... I have neither time nor money, at present, for institutional martial arts. Unfortunate, yes, and damn near unavoidable.

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[momentai.livejournal.com]

How about randomly running up behind unaatended children and kicking them? It's free, cathartic, and they probably did something to deserve it, so it's also morally negotiable.

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[wolven.livejournal.com]

I'd rather kick the parents leaving them unattended.

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[momentai.livejournal.com]

That works, too.

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[wolven.livejournal.com]

yeah.