so here the fuck i am.
Feb. 14th, 2002 12:35 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
wolven7i'm pretty sure one of my professors is being taken over by something of the Ick persuession. Those of you who were ever in the Douglas House, when i was there, know what i mean. It's making him all sorts of weird, and even people who've had his classes before, and used to like him, a lot, say that he's changed. The thing is... Have you ever seen anyone with Syphilis? Not the nasty venereal disease part, but the Crazy, Sickness, Insanity part? Think of this like syphilis for the Soul.
There's all these nasty spyroketes, and they're just sort of swiming around in there, attacking anything that looks like it could be a carrier, until something comes along and decides that the only way to get rid of the infection is to burn the tainted husk, and start over. So it's kind of like Bubonic Syphilis. Innat a Pretty thought? i've been feeling this way for days, now, and today ifelt it appropriate to wear my shirt that says "I hear Voices... And they don't like you." Simple and true, if trite. Blarg. Of all the ways to feel, on St. Valentine's own Day. HA!
i don't really like or Dislike Valentine's Day. The majority of my friends are with people. i have very Few single friends. Most of my single friends at least have people they can be all smooshy with. My girlfriend is in WV. So there's that. If anyone comes up to me, tomorrow, tryingto be overly lovey in my general direction, i may have to hit them. i can take so much, but concentrated in one day, is too much...
[Blood, Milk and Sky]--- Have you ever had the feeling that there was thisss.. Abyss? Not Void, but this PIT, done in dark reds, and blacks and blood reds and browns? And it's filled with these Writhing, visceral, chruning bodies, that pulse and are warm, and feel like the inside of your throat when you swallow? i want that. i want that ver badly, and i want to be there. Fly there. Swim there. Bring There Here. i feel like this, everytyme i listen to this song. It makes me feel warm and safe and dark. And, so far, i have never been able to draw it, no matter how hard or how many tymes i try.... It bothers me...
Soem would call me Evil for wanting that, but i don't want it for everyone, except once, so that they can Know it. After that, they can go back to their Preferences, for life.... *sigh* Went to a play, tonyte. "Complete Works of William Shakespeare (Abriged)." It was hilarious. i highly recomend it to everyone. i'm going to go, now. Good Nytes. Dream Well
There's all these nasty spyroketes, and they're just sort of swiming around in there, attacking anything that looks like it could be a carrier, until something comes along and decides that the only way to get rid of the infection is to burn the tainted husk, and start over. So it's kind of like Bubonic Syphilis. Innat a Pretty thought? i've been feeling this way for days, now, and today ifelt it appropriate to wear my shirt that says "I hear Voices... And they don't like you." Simple and true, if trite. Blarg. Of all the ways to feel, on St. Valentine's own Day. HA!
i don't really like or Dislike Valentine's Day. The majority of my friends are with people. i have very Few single friends. Most of my single friends at least have people they can be all smooshy with. My girlfriend is in WV. So there's that. If anyone comes up to me, tomorrow, tryingto be overly lovey in my general direction, i may have to hit them. i can take so much, but concentrated in one day, is too much...
[Blood, Milk and Sky]--- Have you ever had the feeling that there was thisss.. Abyss? Not Void, but this PIT, done in dark reds, and blacks and blood reds and browns? And it's filled with these Writhing, visceral, chruning bodies, that pulse and are warm, and feel like the inside of your throat when you swallow? i want that. i want that ver badly, and i want to be there. Fly there. Swim there. Bring There Here. i feel like this, everytyme i listen to this song. It makes me feel warm and safe and dark. And, so far, i have never been able to draw it, no matter how hard or how many tymes i try.... It bothers me...
Soem would call me Evil for wanting that, but i don't want it for everyone, except once, so that they can Know it. After that, they can go back to their Preferences, for life.... *sigh* Went to a play, tonyte. "Complete Works of William Shakespeare (Abriged)." It was hilarious. i highly recomend it to everyone. i'm going to go, now. Good Nytes. Dream Well
