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[wolven7]

Dear Bloody Fuck, i've smoked, so much, in my dreams, recently. I don't know... I'm still holding out.. Haven't smoked since i quit... And that's been.. what? 3 weeks, now? Something like that... *twitch*

It's really rather.... Twitchy. I want one, So Badly.

To quote the would-be's of Hollywood: "What's my motivation?"

I'm missing the Nicotine, sure, but i'm missing what fun i got out of it, more. Something i won't be able to physically reproduce. Damn it i need to invent bio-cleaning nano-machinery. Then i wouldn' have to worry about the Dying... >_<

Shit. Hell. Fuck. Thinking in Threshold terms, a lot. Finished it, and am going back through, underlining things... La.

Later.

Comments

[unicha.livejournal.com]

I guess your cigarette is my sex... Heh.

I'm still waiting for you to come out of the shower hairless...

[karishi.livejournal.com]

See if you can't get all the components that make up the smoking experience. It won't be the same, but if it were, it'd still be dying, wouldn't it?
Perhaps there's something entirely different. Kinda like getting complete proteins. Rice and beans is one, but so is peanut butter and milk.
But don't go with the Sex thing. From what I hear, people sometimes want a smoke afterward, and that gets into story-power right outta Witches Abroad.
Later.

Re: I'm still waiting for you to come out of the shower hairless...

[wolven.livejournal.com]

Yeah, it Would Still be dying... And, quite honestly, that Is part of the allure. Racing against the universe, and all of that.

Still say Nanomech. Then i'll be Fine.

Proteins... Foods, in general... Haven't been doing much besides keeping me alive, recently. And that's Nice and all... Bah. I want what i want, how i want it, is exactly what it all breaks down to. And that's not really going to change. Only be sublimated.

Ganbatte!

[kitsuchan.livejournal.com]

Good luck.. you're pretty stubborn, so I think you'll manage. Karishi's peanut butter and milk idea is a good one.

Re: Ganbatte!

[wolven.livejournal.com]

Thank you for the encouragement. :)

As for the other: Not a huge peanut butter fan, by itself, i need honey, or bananas, or jelly, or brownies to go with it. And Milk... Well Wolven=Partially Lactose intollerant. Only sometimes, but still.

[wolven.livejournal.com]

Something you'd rather not live without?

Re: I'm still waiting for you to come out of the shower hairless...

[unknownbinaries.livejournal.com]

But don't go with the Sex thing. From what I hear, people sometimes want a smoke afterward, and that gets into story-power right outta Witches Abroad.

Or a spiralling, self-propagating...binge...of Enormous proportion. *grins evilly*

not to be taken literally!

[karishi.livejournal.com]

I wasn't saying "get complete proteins, here are a couple ways to." I was saying if you need your smoking experience, perhaps there's something totally different that fills that need, that you've been going with peanut-butter and milk to get your fix, but something so disparate as rice and beans could also do the job.

Re: I'm still waiting for you to come out of the shower hairless...

[wolven.livejournal.com]

........ You are SO gonna get... wait... innuendo waiting to happen... Oooh.... You... *glares*

Re: not to be taken literally!

[wolven.livejournal.com]

Ahh.... i see. Very glad that you weren't suggesting tat i smoke peanut-butter and milk. That was getting difficult...

Re: Ganbatte!

[kitsuchan.livejournal.com]

I didn't mean it literally either... I just liked both the metaphor and the suggestion... though, if you really want to try smoking peanut butter and milk, you can, but it'd be kind of soggy...