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wolven7I dreamed of being a hitman, but not really, of a drive down a road that may or may not exist, outside of my head, but that i think Does. Of a fleeting, flirtatious encounter. Hugs and kisses. The meaning of the feeling of someone, in a dream, regardless of the shape... How sometimes the worlds try to fit the words inside their echoes... But the echoes can tell you a lot about the word... or at least what you're Trying to hear...
There are places that i Want, dsperately, to be, and things that i Need to be doing. With any luck, i'll avoid all of those "Need" things, today. And maybe i'll get a phone call about a job. Let's see what patterns we can pull, where.
I'm going to go smoke. And i'm going to try to find the strength of fucking character to stop being a coward, and simply Tell my family about it. I mean Shit. The main problem is, it's the only thing about which i've ever consistently lied to them. Telling them... it's like... giving that up, and letting tht go, and letting them Down, all in one fell swoop... It bothers me... Eh.... Anyway...
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alyra_ryvre fro reminding me, and thus all of you: Apocalypse means "Rending of the Veil," in Greek. Not a bad thing, necessarily. It can be seen and/or used as the beginning of an "age of enlightenment." That kind of thing. If the Apocalypse were a viable option, then i'd be working toward it, every day, with every action. It's pulling the fucking wool off your eyes, and allowing yourself to See properly, Damn it. The Means of this... Whether it be giant angelic war, massive technological uprising, plague, or simple scientific advancement, in the end, people won't be happy with thte thought of DYING, so they'll keep going, somehow, and be better off, for it. This brings up a totally different subject of "Life V. Freedom/Knowledge/Truth/Justice/Honour." But i'm not going to go there, as i woke up, about an hour ago, and the things' not even properly in My head.
I'm gone. Later.
There are places that i Want, dsperately, to be, and things that i Need to be doing. With any luck, i'll avoid all of those "Need" things, today. And maybe i'll get a phone call about a job. Let's see what patterns we can pull, where.
I'm going to go smoke. And i'm going to try to find the strength of fucking character to stop being a coward, and simply Tell my family about it. I mean Shit. The main problem is, it's the only thing about which i've ever consistently lied to them. Telling them... it's like... giving that up, and letting tht go, and letting them Down, all in one fell swoop... It bothers me... Eh.... Anyway...
I would also like to thank
alyra_ryvre fro reminding me, and thus all of you: Apocalypse means "Rending of the Veil," in Greek. Not a bad thing, necessarily. It can be seen and/or used as the beginning of an "age of enlightenment." That kind of thing. If the Apocalypse were a viable option, then i'd be working toward it, every day, with every action. It's pulling the fucking wool off your eyes, and allowing yourself to See properly, Damn it. The Means of this... Whether it be giant angelic war, massive technological uprising, plague, or simple scientific advancement, in the end, people won't be happy with thte thought of DYING, so they'll keep going, somehow, and be better off, for it. This brings up a totally different subject of "Life V. Freedom/Knowledge/Truth/Justice/Honour." But i'm not going to go there, as i woke up, about an hour ago, and the things' not even properly in My head.I'm gone. Later.
