"It's ok. You can go now."

[wolven7]

Cake - 09 [Perhaps, Perhaps, Perhaps]--- It's terribly amazing how a simple Thank You, can block you from truly letting a person go. Not looking for reciprocation, simply saying "Thank you..." (Poe - [Amazed]). I told her that she was one of the coolest people i'd ever known, and i thanked her for our time together, and all of the things we did, together. In my mind, at least, i've ratcheted this down to the level of casual acquaintence. No half-held animosity, no more wondering, secretly, why... It doesn't matter. She knows, now, what that meant, and that's what mattered. It's gone, now...

I wonder, deep down, how many more times, with how many more people, i'll have to do this, before i can walk off, silently, and slip beneath the Dunes... It's one of those things that holds a certain pleasure, and a certain horror.. but, above all, a certain certainty. It will happen. And, one day, we can all call it even, yeah?

I still want to be in Phily. But, then, that had nothing to do with that, anyway...

I think it's almost time for bed.

Dream Well