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wolven7Cake - 01 [Frank Sinatra]--- To expound: The Matrix, i liked, because, as anyone watching can tell, i'm a Giant Philosophy Geek. There were levels, there... i just realised that "level" was a palindrome. Man i'm slow... jeezus... Anyway, There were levels, there, that went so nicely into the Formalistic bent my mind has been taking. The first movie focused so much more on the Evil Genius theories, than the others. This one... Forms. Massive. (Stabbing Westward - [Torn Apart]). There's not too much else i can say, here, without spoiling, and i know you'd kill me, for that, but hey, go see it. You may enjoy it, you may not.
Anyway, i'm feeling a bit Off, right now. People telling me things, and having... Ah who gives a fuck? I've been listening to this shit, and talking about it, for so long, that, now i'm simply talking in hopes that it will help me work it out, and understand. It won't. It's a human nature thing, and, as such, i hate it. Anything that, to me, doesn't make sense, and simply doesn't work out to anyone's best interest... What's the point? (Lush - [Single Girl]). Variety, spice of life, whatever, fine. Can't i just watch? Does the Spice have to Flow this way, too? Heh. It's funny because it's blatantly referential. Anyway. I use that a lot. Segue.
I'm getting this massive social anxiety, lately. In some capacities, i don't Care what people think. (KMFDM - [Blood (Evil-Mix)]). But it still bothers me to think that people don't want me around, and aren't telling me. I'm sensing annoyance, from those around me, and it takes me Asking about it, for them to tell me. Why? Just fucking let me know, and maybe i can change it... Christ.
Screw this. I'm going to bed, and i'll see you all tomorrow, perhaps.
Anyway, i'm feeling a bit Off, right now. People telling me things, and having... Ah who gives a fuck? I've been listening to this shit, and talking about it, for so long, that, now i'm simply talking in hopes that it will help me work it out, and understand. It won't. It's a human nature thing, and, as such, i hate it. Anything that, to me, doesn't make sense, and simply doesn't work out to anyone's best interest... What's the point? (Lush - [Single Girl]). Variety, spice of life, whatever, fine. Can't i just watch? Does the Spice have to Flow this way, too? Heh. It's funny because it's blatantly referential. Anyway. I use that a lot. Segue.
I'm getting this massive social anxiety, lately. In some capacities, i don't Care what people think. (KMFDM - [Blood (Evil-Mix)]). But it still bothers me to think that people don't want me around, and aren't telling me. I'm sensing annoyance, from those around me, and it takes me Asking about it, for them to tell me. Why? Just fucking let me know, and maybe i can change it... Christ.
Screw this. I'm going to bed, and i'll see you all tomorrow, perhaps.
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Date: 2003-05-16 05:12 pm (UTC)if you haven't seen it, you might enjoy checking it out :-)
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Date: 2003-05-16 07:09 pm (UTC)