The way things are.
Apr. 10th, 2003 01:58 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
wolven7POE & Mark Z. Danielewski - [Hey Pretty (Remix)]--- So, the way it breaks down, is this: I have, in me, a lot or urges, tendencies, likes, and pleasures... We all get our moments of the perverse, as we've discussed, as is widely known, and in all the senses we could ever know it... Those are, in me, always just below the surface. I'm a little bit... base... animalistic? Which is not to say that those two things are synonymous... There are certain effects, in me, that others might consider disturbing, and that i, myself, find odd. (kidneythieves - [amnZer0]). There is the goal, in me, to dissect these things, and find out why they are, as well as where, what, and how they are. It's another bit of introspection, from your friends here ar Wolven's House of Damn-That's-Fucked-Up...
You're all a bit perverse, in your ways. (kidneythieves - [Feathers]). If you weren't, chances are, we wouldn't enjoy reading each other, as much as we do, no? So, i know that you'll all at least partially understand what i'm saying, here. Some might call the things we enjoy a kind of Deviance. The feel of teeth, nails, drawing blood, cold, whispersharp blades, splitting open, laying us vulnerable in a way that is, somehow, less revealing than our words. (kidneythieves - [Serene Dream]). Perhaps, though, there is something, there, in me, that causes a True Dissonance... Something i should inspect... Because there are Some Depths to which i seem to sink... that negate every heighth of tragedy and pain...
There's mostly Me, and then there's something that is an effect of Me, and that effect can be changed, without Having to change the cause. And i think that I'd like to...
That "removed" entry was along these lines. But... with more whining. It's good that that one is gone.
kidneythieves - [Zer0Space]--- Happy 1,000th Entry, me. Hope the rest of you have gotten some... something, out of reading these... They'll continue, and get better, soon... i promise.
You're all a bit perverse, in your ways. (kidneythieves - [Feathers]). If you weren't, chances are, we wouldn't enjoy reading each other, as much as we do, no? So, i know that you'll all at least partially understand what i'm saying, here. Some might call the things we enjoy a kind of Deviance. The feel of teeth, nails, drawing blood, cold, whispersharp blades, splitting open, laying us vulnerable in a way that is, somehow, less revealing than our words. (kidneythieves - [Serene Dream]). Perhaps, though, there is something, there, in me, that causes a True Dissonance... Something i should inspect... Because there are Some Depths to which i seem to sink... that negate every heighth of tragedy and pain...
There's mostly Me, and then there's something that is an effect of Me, and that effect can be changed, without Having to change the cause. And i think that I'd like to...
That "removed" entry was along these lines. But... with more whining. It's good that that one is gone.
kidneythieves - [Zer0Space]--- Happy 1,000th Entry, me. Hope the rest of you have gotten some... something, out of reading these... They'll continue, and get better, soon... i promise.
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Date: 2003-04-10 11:00 am (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2003-04-10 04:13 pm (UTC)There are perversities that are interesting, not in that they themselves ignite, but the Idea of them does. The purpose and the concept behind them, and the essence. It's not the Pain, it's the vulnerability and the pure sensation, and the juxtaposition of love and hurt, and countless other things. Or, I could be wrong.
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