What i Want...
Apr. 7th, 2003 09:21 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
wolven7Poe - [House Of Leaves]--- I was reading the "Spider's Thrash" issue of Transmet, today, and i saw the guy who was trying to remake the City, with his math, and he reminded me of Zampanò...It was an interesting mixture...
Poe - [Terrible Thought]--- I really want to go buy a pack of smokes. No need to tell me that i shouldn't, but the thing is that i really want to. It's the action, the inhale, exhale, destroy, watch it burn, discard it like you never did a thing... There's so fucking much in the act of smoking a cigarette... And i So want to not ever have to worry about catching cancer, or heart Disease.... And while i'm dreaming, i'll clone myself, and live forever.
Let's just slip away into the glassy annals of historic electric memory, and slide, winter muted, away from the idea of mortality. All we have to worry about, now, is the cold, and the dark, and the insanity, inherent in infinity... Shattered, broken, because we needed limits, and what is it to you? You don't want to know that smoking is and act of enlightenment, for me. You seriously can't get... well.. maybe. You are reading, after all... But the thing of it is, as i know you'll say, the meat does die. And what are we supposed to do about that?
God Lives Underwater - [Alone Again]--- As Danny said: "No one lives forever." And, hell, as Freddy said, "Who wants to live, forever?" I think i might honestly.. but not in the meat puppet way.... That's never cool... Stuck in the flesh sack.. "Becoming atmospheric nitrogen," and all that... 's the only way to go, right? (Darkest of the Hillside Thickets - [The Innsmouth Look]). Something with the ability to conduct, perhaps... Not so gaseous, for me... I always remember a hive.. but with individuality... It's why i named her. It. Certainly not a him... TermInfinatis WinterBright... Bounded infinity, and infinitely bounded...
And i Really Do want a smoke, a coffee, and a conversation... Miss you.
{Addendum: 9.32: Poe - [Control]--- Please remember that i Quit smoking, primarily, for money reasons. Other things entered the picture, later.}
Poe - [Terrible Thought]--- I really want to go buy a pack of smokes. No need to tell me that i shouldn't, but the thing is that i really want to. It's the action, the inhale, exhale, destroy, watch it burn, discard it like you never did a thing... There's so fucking much in the act of smoking a cigarette... And i So want to not ever have to worry about catching cancer, or heart Disease.... And while i'm dreaming, i'll clone myself, and live forever.
Let's just slip away into the glassy annals of historic electric memory, and slide, winter muted, away from the idea of mortality. All we have to worry about, now, is the cold, and the dark, and the insanity, inherent in infinity... Shattered, broken, because we needed limits, and what is it to you? You don't want to know that smoking is and act of enlightenment, for me. You seriously can't get... well.. maybe. You are reading, after all... But the thing of it is, as i know you'll say, the meat does die. And what are we supposed to do about that?
God Lives Underwater - [Alone Again]--- As Danny said: "No one lives forever." And, hell, as Freddy said, "Who wants to live, forever?" I think i might honestly.. but not in the meat puppet way.... That's never cool... Stuck in the flesh sack.. "Becoming atmospheric nitrogen," and all that... 's the only way to go, right? (Darkest of the Hillside Thickets - [The Innsmouth Look]). Something with the ability to conduct, perhaps... Not so gaseous, for me... I always remember a hive.. but with individuality... It's why i named her. It. Certainly not a him... TermInfinatis WinterBright... Bounded infinity, and infinitely bounded...
And i Really Do want a smoke, a coffee, and a conversation... Miss you.
{Addendum: 9.32: Poe - [Control]--- Please remember that i Quit smoking, primarily, for money reasons. Other things entered the picture, later.}
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Date: 2003-04-07 08:53 pm (UTC)A.K.A. The House, then?
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