That's kind of odd...

[wolven7]

Deadsy - [Flowing Glower]--- The standard reaction to pain is to retract from that pain. A Masochist will continue to walk toward the source of that pain, for there is a kind of pleasure, there. But, for someone like me, the reaction is to keep working Toward the source of pain, while deadening the insides... (Fiona Apple - [Across The Universe]). That can't be healthy...